Jenny, when I'm with
The twists and turns feel almost as if
Rainbows and butterflies can kiss
Take whatever love they can
And turn it into a plan
Jenny when you're away
The sky's are little grayer
My laughs are a little softer
And my love for you is a little stronger
For you make it easy to be a lover

I want to be remembered, like her
I want to be creative, like her
I want to be cared for, like her
I want to be someone's best, like her
I just want to be someone I can never be!
...like her

She thinks I'm crazy
but, she thanks me just the same

sez, she's got dance class
and I say "I've got t.v."

She's gone about an hour
Now the bubbles blow my brain

I try to get her out of my head
but it's not easy

Not the friendliest face to look at
but, hey you know what they say

Beggars can't be choosy choo-choo
Climb aboard and ride that train

That crazy train train to nowhere
Oh! that was yesterday

and it's everywhere

I used to see a Pillar
of strength, support, love.
that has not gone.
Yet, now I know
your pillar
is of Salt
Fragile
with cracks, imperfections.
your Strength
precarious
you could fall
at any time
Crumble, drift away
I am Afraid
to hold
Too Tight
I couldn't bear
to cause your demise
to cause
you to slip away

I wish I was Sober
             But
I can not face
the Thoughts that
Scramble and Scurry
through this brain

I escape
into pain
Any pain that
Distracts
from the real Agony
of Confusion
          Yet
Nothing treat this Sickness