my simple words - unspoken
as time stands still, my heart beats
harder until the ties loosen,
smoothing the edges
unbound in the curve of your lips,
leaving my world
speechless

I've been addicted to drugs
It ***** my mentality
It's not just me
It also destroys humanity

My heart is not a toy
Not there to be abused  
Nor for you to destroy
My heart is not amused

We've settled on a plan       
If you say it will be
If you say we sure can  
That isn't a maybe
                              
My heart is not a toy
But living part within                    
My heart I redeploy
My patience grew too thin

I Promise I will never give up no matter how hopeless
for you to be mine
I will never give up this friendship
if that's all you wanted

I feel dizzy
because of the smoke
that I inhaled

Depression
kills me
and it'll never
forgive me

For what I did to myself
I destroyed myself

For the sake of forgetting something
that I'll never forget

My lungs
can't breath normally

It makes me prone to diseases
It makes my lungs black

Someday
cancer will **** me
and that's the day I'll quit smoking

Being lonely
you'll learn to love yourself
truly

Being friends with yourself
is the best relationship
you'll ever had

If you want
to know more about yourself
BE A LONER

And you will understand
yourself fully