I looked at the bright
blue ocean
and looked at the
calming waves
slowly coming,
and going
and i stepped into
the water
a cold rush ran
up my leg as I
continued walking
and then those
calming waves
turned into Big
Monstrous waves
and eventually
I was under them
and I reached for
the surface
but I couldn't
make it.
And I was left
wondering
how something
so perfect
could be so
dangerous.

You will feel emptiness one day,
and wont forget how loneliness feels,
kept me at bay
while
I
should been there with you
And now that my pain is plain,
my sorrow is just an echo
those broken
promises
coz
you
never cared
I sank while
you floated I should have known
#PAIN