As soon as i get a new way..
An obstacle comes around to sway..
Theres no way around to get through it..
But to sit back and wait for it..
The beauty of anxiety became endless
As m goin restless
Here i remember d warrior in me..
Who could get through n come out as a survivor for me..
I don't knw whats the meaning of real pain..
But for me this time is  goin insane..
Wheres my angel wheres my saviour
M insearch f my happy near..

Clear your mind

Passion may look your fascination
But believe in your gratification
And if it is what you look upto perfection
Do give it your certification

Clear your mind

Orb may contain your lee
People may look lovely
But maybe its not really
There is always may be misapprehension

Clear your mind

Maybe things attract you completely
And you find them never leaving
And get into it without screening
But heartthrobing goes heartbreaking

Clear your mind

Nothing's gonna last forever
Except your beliefs and hardwork
So here is a thing to hard think
Clear Your Mind

—A.A.

Day goes on and days pass by
i don't know what m doin right now
I linger here n i mingle there
i don't know what am upto
This filthy mood n layering roof
Shutting doors n ringing phones
Chucking people n ******* weather
Strange outlook n fishy monsoon
Winters heading n lethargy prevailing
Less laconic n more problematic
More on fashion less in season
Exhausted fights n dull lights
To sweep all out magic has to be loud

—A.A.

I am not the star who will alwayz shine..
I am not the moon who will alwayz glow..
I am not the sun who will alwayz rise..
I am just the  part of it which wants to twinkle. .
A part of mood wch swings n  align..
But still cant fit in a proper line..
I wanna stand among the stars..
Selfless bright and always too clear..
Flowing along with soothing  glare..
Neva too fast neva too slow..
Just with steady steps n smile to show...

Maybe i am not so perfect
But i know how to reflect
Maybe i represent a faded picture
But my life is such a great mixture
Maybe i lie and die everyday
But my smile never departs for a day
Maybe i have alot of tough dares
But with them i have people to care
Maybe i am not in a perfect mood
But i have a situation to tackle and crude
Maybe life is full of lost games
But it also sometimes provide us fame
Maybe life is sometimes abhorrent.
But its wonderful if we are adherent...!

--A.A.

Empowering the synergy of this day
70 years ago
That called for the times
When unity had all the faith
And transfer of power marked the Independence Day
Since then the nation has evolved
Talking about Samvidhan
Which taught the art of Self Pradhan
Creativity talked about Democracy
That we walk shoulder to shoulder
That all Humans are equal
Be it cast,religion or ***
Everything creates a nexus
Time elapsed and things changed
Here we move in 21st century
With the heart full of victory
Where in a developing country
We fight society
To win over society
Instead of ironical criticism
And in the ambit of feminism
I look forward to wonderful creatures
That so blissfully
Compliment each other
To move along from place to place
Work in their own pace
Explore according to their grace
And Live out of their mind's cage.

We live in a world, where we our        called human beings and further        divided as a boy and a girl. A boy,   the desireable one , thus called because people want them, maybe because they are the better deal to make and a girl , the undesirable one we can say who are being aborted in lot nowdays maybe they come with responsibilites in all respect. And i am a girl and i am proud to be one although sometimes i don't feel the same way, the times whe i feel weak, times when i have to be restricted, i have to be bounded and countless more. But i find myself lucky that god chose to make me a girl. Maybe because girls have more patience, will, and also because i got to be the part of magical world of god where being a girl i can perform the nature's magic of creating a human out of me,from which boys are exempted. This is the one reason,feeling,thought, creation or difference that girls feel or make. So proud to be me. Feeling me  :)

People reunite recombine and restore
They try and succeed in closing doors
But there comes the feeling of thirst
Which is greater than upthrust
It pulls us away and pushes us down
And sometimes win and take us under the ground
Where no one survives but just breathe
The world of greedy people
Where jealousy is preached
The humanity is lost
And faker walks
Smile widens but heart shrinks
And people say
Our heart beat for shrines
And all they say are big lies...

From the person of low life
To the person with class high
I am the standard one between
With lots of feelings and deeds
From the picture from others mind
Its what i think i must abide
But i become the soulful creature
Where my soul should have not accrued even
My business should be the honesty in me
Not the people disgusting me
I hope to find the real people
Before i ruin the reality in me..

I don't know..
What have i done without it..
No light.. no colours..
Things i see..
Would have been like rumors..
Although small..
But part of my beauty..
Is all black..
But shows all colourful..
Yes it is..
My two round eyes  ..

I don't know..
What have i done without it..
If you get lost...
Il be full of remorse..
You let me call..
All my pal..
I love to touch..
Coz you are such..
Yes it is..
My cell phone ..

I don't know ..
What have i done without it..
You got me able to live things..
You take me to the world of success..
You give me opportunities
And people's praise sometimes..
You are something
I could never abdicate..
Yes it is..
My lucky pen ..

I don't know..
What have i done without it.
Of all the things i mentioned
Your the one who gets me most addicted
And which i can never abstain
Something which is not dalliance
And will lst forever
Coz only the aroma of yours
Is paragon for me
Yes it is
My mug full of *coffee

We live in a world, where we our        called human beings and further        divided as a boy and a girl. A boy,   the desireable one , thus called because people want them, maybe because they are the better deal to make and a girl , the undesirable one we can say who are being aborted in lot nowdays maybe they come with responsibilites in all respect. And i am a girl and i am proud to be one although sometimes i don't feel the same way, the times whe i feel weak, times when i have to be restricted, i have to be bounded and countless more. But i find myself lucky that god chose to make me a girl. Maybe because girls have more patience, will, and also because i got to be the part of magical world of god where being a girl i can perform the nature's magic of creating a human out of me,from which boys are exempted. This is the one reason,feeling,thought, creation or difference that girls feel or make. So proud to be me. Feeling me  :)

I thought that there are just two sides
But initially I m realizing there are so many
My way of looking at things was so fair
But now i realize it doesn't even glare
I just found out its soo dark here
That not even a single window flare
Its so difficult cause it is so different
How can one situation have so many conditions
Where no logic lies and confusion lingers
At times there are so many questions with no answers
And now its one question and so many answers
Which way is right which way to choose
I thought it was my mind and heart which are always on war
But suddenly i get it its not between them but its with them
Due to which my soul wish to loose!

--A.A.

I have seen ups and down
Maybe slightly straight and bound
Feelings changed
But remained
Though disguised
But insight
Vulnerable beauty
Enchanted duty
Little remained
Mainly drained
Choosing between the
Happiness and joy
Fading line which
Invisibly divides
The heroic you
Which was gained in past
Seems to be lost
Coz present surpass
It feels all lost
Or all gained
In this dilemma
In dark i reign!

I just hope these cold breeze..
turn to snow..
and santa sits on my corridor..  
waving hands and with rosy nose..
wishing me Christmas
and gifts which glows.  
M anxious to meet that fatty. .
Men in red ..
for whom my socks are witty..
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE !   :)

I think i am done with it
And i am over it
The philosophy has changed
As my outlook has gazed
The experience i gained
Was the total waste
But still in somewhere
It matters too near
I am off to something
Which was even hard to think
But people close to me
Made it so easy
And my soul glares
As if till now i was in nightmare
I am happy to pass it
And i think m done with it..

Here comes the end
Or the start ?
The beautiful journey
That's still barred!
Across the faces
That i walk
Mesmerise me
"What for"?
Insane it is
Or a start?
That time has brought
Still not passI
I wondered for so long
Wandering on the road of thought
To figure out the right direction
When actually I understand my intention

After thinking long
My mind came across
An idea to engulf
the reasons to have fun
As the life is long
but they say
its short
Deciding my slot
Pretentiously Prolonged
To attract maximum emotions
Of which Happiness I keep
to spread smile & laughter.

-- A.A.