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4.3k · Oct 2012
JOURNEY OF LIFE
Ashmita Agrahari Oct 2012
As soon as i get a new way..
An obstacle comes around to sway..
Theres no way around to get through it..
But to sit back and wait for it..
The beauty of anxiety became endless
As m goin restless
Here i remember d warrior in me..
Who could get through n come out as a survivor for me..
I don't knw whats the meaning of real pain..
But for me this time is  goin insane..
Wheres my angel wheres my saviour
M insearch f my happy near..
3.8k · Nov 2012
YOU MADE ME PAPA!
Ashmita Agrahari Nov 2012
You took me from ground to sky..
You taught me how to fly..
You made me PAPA..
You prevent me from blowing off..
You taught me how to laugh..
You made me PAPA..
You give me all i want..
You taught me how to fear haunt..
You made me PAPA..
You always stand by my side..
You taught me how to decide..
You made me PAPA..
You love me as i am your soul..
You taught me how not to fall..
You made me PAPA..
You are a perfect engineer..
You taught me how to fix and gear..
You made me PAPA..
You are the best person..
You taught me how to make life an excursion..
You made me PAPA..
My first poem for my loving father.. just hope he likes it.  :)
3.4k · Feb 2013
⇦CLEAR YOUR MIND⇨
Ashmita Agrahari Feb 2013
Clear your mind

Passion may look your fascination
But believe in your gratification
And if it is what you look upto perfection
Do give it your certification

Clear your mind

Orb may contain your lee
People may look lovely
But maybe its not really
There is always may be misapprehension

Clear your mind

Maybe things attract you completely
And you find them never leaving
And get into it without screening
But heartthrobing goes heartbreaking

Clear your mind

Nothing's gonna last forever
Except your beliefs and hardwork
So here is a thing to hard think
Clear Your Mind

—A.A.
3.0k · Oct 2012
DARK TIME
Ashmita Agrahari Oct 2012
I feel.. m left in the darkness where no one recites..
M the only one who is left  behind..
I too wanna growup like every flower..
But i have to hold on till the morn..
I don't know why everyone has to pass this phase..
Even knowing these are the obvious days..
Why do i feel so low.. the dilemma and anxiety even though i know..
I want to find the way out of here..
from where my life proceeds no where..
I really don't know where to go and what to do..
All i know is to hold on till i get the right door..
3.0k · Oct 2012
MAGIC REALISM
Ashmita Agrahari Oct 2012
Day goes on and days pass by
i don't know what m doin right now
I linger here n i mingle there
i don't know what am upto
This filthy mood n layering roof
Shutting doors n ringing phones
Chucking people n ******* weather
Strange outlook n fishy monsoon
Winters heading n lethargy prevailing
Less laconic n more problematic
More on fashion less in season
Exhausted fights n dull lights
To sweep all out magic has to be loud

—A.A.
2.0k · Oct 2012
NOT *SO* SPECIAL
Ashmita Agrahari Oct 2012
I am not the star who will alwayz shine..
I am not the moon who will alwayz glow..
I am not the sun who will alwayz rise..
I am just the  part of it which wants to twinkle. .
A part of mood wch swings n  align..
But still cant fit in a proper line..
I wanna stand among the stars..
Selfless bright and always too clear..
Flowing along with soothing  glare..
Neva too fast neva too slow..
Just with steady steps n smile to show...
1.6k · Oct 2012
IRONICAL VERSION
Ashmita Agrahari Oct 2012
Maybe i am not so perfect
But i know how to reflect
Maybe i represent a faded picture
But my life is such a great mixture
Maybe i lie and die everyday
But my smile never departs for a day
Maybe i have alot of tough dares
But with them i have people to care
Maybe i am not in a perfect mood
But i have a situation to tackle and crude
Maybe life is full of lost games
But it also sometimes provide us fame
Maybe life is sometimes abhorrent.
But its wonderful if we are adherent...!

--A.A.
1.3k · Aug 2016
CELEBRATING FREEDOM
Ashmita Agrahari Aug 2016
Empowering the synergy of this day
70 years ago
That called for the times
When unity had all the faith
And transfer of power marked the Independence Day
Since then the nation has evolved
Talking about Samvidhan
Which taught the art of Self Pradhan
Creativity talked about Democracy
That we walk shoulder to shoulder
That all Humans are equal
Be it cast,religion or ***
Everything creates a nexus
Time elapsed and things changed
Here we move in 21st century
With the heart full of victory
Where in a developing country
We fight society
To win over society
Instead of ironical criticism
And in the ambit of feminism
I look forward to wonderful creatures
That so blissfully
Compliment each other
To move along from place to place
Work in their own pace
Explore according to their grace
And Live out of their mind's cage.
To 15th August 1947 : India's Independence Day
Ashmita Agrahari Dec 2013
We live in a world, where we our        called human beings and further        divided as a boy and a girl. A boy,   the desireable one , thus called because people want them, maybe because they are the better deal to make and a girl , the undesirable one we can say who are being aborted in lot nowdays maybe they come with responsibilites in all respect. And i am a girl and i am proud to be one although sometimes i don't feel the same way, the times whe i feel weak, times when i have to be restricted, i have to be bounded and countless more. But i find myself lucky that god chose to make me a girl. Maybe because girls have more patience, will, and also because i got to be the part of magical world of god where being a girl i can perform the nature's magic of creating a human out of me,from which boys are exempted. This is the one reason,feeling,thought, creation or difference that girls feel or make. So proud to be me. Feeling me  :)
1.2k · Oct 2012
LIFELESS LIFE
Ashmita Agrahari Oct 2012
Something missing..
Something gone..
I don't know what..
But lost soo long..
My heart goes on..
As my blood flows on..
Bt still my body gives no response..
Why so numb?..
Why so dumb?..
Such a lifeless life moves on..
Incredible me or incredible world..
Don't know much but this war goes on...
1.1k · Nov 2012
THE DAGGER OF THIRST
Ashmita Agrahari Nov 2012
People reunite recombine and restore
They try and succeed in closing doors
But there comes the feeling of thirst
Which is greater than upthrust
It pulls us away and pushes us down
And sometimes win and take us under the ground
Where no one survives but just breathe
The world of greedy people
Where jealousy is preached
The humanity is lost
And faker walks
Smile widens but heart shrinks
And people say
Our heart beat for shrines
And all they say are big lies...
1.1k · Oct 2012
OTHER SIDE
Ashmita Agrahari Oct 2012
From the person of low life
To the person with class high
I am the standard one between
With lots of feelings and deeds
From the picture from others mind
Its what i think i must abide
But i become the soulful creature
Where my soul should have not accrued even
My business should be the honesty in me
Not the people disgusting me
I hope to find the real people
Before i ruin the reality in me..
1.1k · Nov 2012
WE KNOW...IT BETTER
Ashmita Agrahari Nov 2012
We know how to be perfect but still we are imperfect
We know the situation but still want to be in confusion
We know how to be brave but still choose to be afraid
We know how to be strong but still are insearch of arms
We know to listen to our conscious but still go for alternate
We know how to smile but still hunt for reasons
We know the sadness inside is due to our insight
We know we are special but still want to hear
We know the desires are endless but still we are reluctant..
1.1k · Jul 2013
Anonymously Awkward
Ashmita Agrahari Jul 2013
On reaching the brim
You fall or swim
Similar the case is
In my race
After getting what i thought
Still the situation
Which needs to be fought
Why no calmness
Such anonymous awkwardness
Feeling jolly
Coz i filled my liability
But still unhappy
Coz preplanned
Which calls for the meaning
And that is not happening
Can't i get
Is this what i meant
If this is all
Then y anxiousness
With emotions on
Such anonymous awkwardness
It relieved me!  :)
Ashmita Agrahari Oct 2015
Growth! Doesn’t comes with the age, doesn’t come up with maturity, doesn’t come up with experience, doesn’t come up with instances or magic but comes up with the understanding. The understanding you develop towards the environment around you. Little little things that are big enough to store magic within it.
Growth is accepting the reality when you know magic doesn’t happen but you still wait for miracles to happen. Things,desires,wishes all are virtual. Only thing real is Hope.
The hope is the new Growth. :)
Ashmita Agrahari Apr 2017
Remembering how I survived
22 years of my life
Regretting the opportunity missed
In understanding sweet and spice
But now on the ides of April
The month they say which fools
Is teaching me the sides of enigma
Which rules
Still the anxiety
Grown from 12 to 22
Where did the magic go
I can just find it on my soul
But in my soul?
Reluctant or not
Talk wisely or not
Right decisions or not
Right person or not
Drop the curtain or not
Taste of life or test of life
Done with dramas
Gonna flow with saga
Miss the childhood dreams
That now has taken over
Giving it a chance
Because one day i wanna grow my wings
And fly high and sing
Because this new tech-gen world
Tastes me like a glass of wine
#thisishow2017istreatingme
977 · Nov 2012
HOW DO THEY!
Ashmita Agrahari Nov 2012
How do you always work
And still don't stop you clock..
How do you always shine
And still so divine you sun..
How do you always reflect..
But still so correct you mirror..
How do you always advice..
And always so wise you father..
How do you always care..
And always ready to flare you mom..
How do you always cheat..
And manage to win you liar..
How do you want to be happy
When people consider you  sappy
How do you always want to love
While people hate you you heart
How do i always write..
May or may not be satire you writing..
Something special because something different  :)
937 · Jan 2013
JUST RIDDLING !
Ashmita Agrahari Jan 2013
I don't know..
What have i done without it..
No light.. no colours..
Things i see..
Would have been like rumors..
Although small..
But part of my beauty..
Is all black..
But shows all colourful..
Yes it is..
My two round eyes  ..

I don't know..
What have i done without it..
If you get lost...
Il be full of remorse..
You let me call..
All my pal..
I love to touch..
Coz you are such..
Yes it is..
My cell phone ..

I don't know ..
What have i done without it..
You got me able to live things..
You take me to the world of success..
You give me opportunities
And people's praise sometimes..
You are something
I could never abdicate..
Yes it is..
My lucky pen ..

I don't know..
What have i done without it.
Of all the things i mentioned
Your the one who gets me most addicted
And which i can never abstain
Something which is not dalliance
And will lst forever
Coz only the aroma of yours
Is paragon for me
Yes it is
My mug full of *coffee
For the things i love  :D
Ashmita Agrahari Dec 2013
We live in a world, where we our        called human beings and further        divided as a boy and a girl. A boy,   the desireable one , thus called because people want them, maybe because they are the better deal to make and a girl , the undesirable one we can say who are being aborted in lot nowdays maybe they come with responsibilites in all respect. And i am a girl and i am proud to be one although sometimes i don't feel the same way, the times whe i feel weak, times when i have to be restricted, i have to be bounded and countless more. But i find myself lucky that god chose to make me a girl. Maybe because girls have more patience, will, and also because i got to be the part of magical world of god where being a girl i can perform the nature's magic of creating a human out of me,from which boys are exempted. This is the one reason,feeling,thought, creation or difference that girls feel or make. So proud to be me. Feeling me  :)
858 · Dec 2012
Y.O.U- N.E.V.E.R -K.N.O.W
Ashmita Agrahari Dec 2012
Plant becomes a tree as it grows
But you never know..
Child becomes a mature
But you never know..
Day slides to night
Infront of your eyes
But you never know..
Changes reflect so bright
As life moves from left to right
But you never know..
All you know is
Change is permanent
With no government..
But in your profile
Its loss or profit..
Which you never know...
831 · Nov 2012
WINTER WALKS IN..
Ashmita Agrahari Nov 2012
O hear! i listen the winters walk
They come here with their serene talk
To make us lethargic as they knock
But i love the chilly blow
Dat blows around and makes us glow
The rosy cheeks and red nose
Ah!  Wait around as now sneezing  goes
Fullsleeves enter as my cardigans rowed
My blankets go fat as fluffy as my cat
Adieu summer as i welcome winter
O hear! I listen the winter walk
Just a piece of writing because i love winter.. and Oh hear they are already here :)
794 · Oct 2012
FOR NO SIDE
Ashmita Agrahari Oct 2012
I thought that there are just two sides
But initially I m realizing there are so many
My way of looking at things was so fair
But now i realize it doesn't even glare
I just found out its soo dark here
That not even a single window flare
Its so difficult cause it is so different
How can one situation have so many conditions
Where no logic lies and confusion lingers
At times there are so many questions with no answers
And now its one question and so many answers
Which way is right which way to choose
I thought it was my mind and heart which are always on war
But suddenly i get it its not between them but its with them
Due to which my soul wish to loose!

--A.A.
787 · Aug 2016
To a Person's Infinity
Ashmita Agrahari Aug 2016
In an era of duality
When you smell the aura of serenity
You tend to immerse into that immense
Personality
That's when you know you click
With how that person flick
Enjoying the company i was flying
With never ending time
But soon you know it will end
That's the time you know
How that person in your life trends
It's not the time which tells
But that aura which fells
Lying on the back he talks
Would stare the stars he talks
And that's when you know he's beyond
Infinity
And you don't need much time to assure his crypticallity.
778 · Dec 2012
WHEN I PUT ME IN HER!!
Ashmita Agrahari Dec 2012
I feel the pain..
When i put me in her..
The pain and anger..
Faced when in danger..
I feel sorry for this filthy government
Who sleeps..
When all her weeps...
I hope i could have done something
But nothing can change only a think..
I feel distressed when i think of her
Only 23 and gone forever..
When i put me in her..
I think of all the dreams she lost..
We say.. rapists should be hanged to death..
But what about her plannings..
That turned no where..
She is gone..  with tons of remorse
We can do all is fight for her justice
Maybe she was the chosen one
Whom god wanted to show all of them
That animals still exist on earth..
And some human take in as their birth..
With her last words..
She wanted to live..wanted to marry
Wanted to get what everyone merry..
But we just feel sorry..
Because its the part of our being the her
Please people stop discrimination
Its our nation
one for everyone...
Tribute to Damini..23 year old girl who passed away due to gang ****.. :(
765 · May 2013
IN DARK I REIGN!
Ashmita Agrahari May 2013
I have seen ups and down
Maybe slightly straight and bound
Feelings changed
But remained
Though disguised
But insight
Vulnerable beauty
Enchanted duty
Little remained
Mainly drained
Choosing between the
Happiness and joy
Fading line which
Invisibly divides
The heroic you
Which was gained in past
Seems to be lost
Coz present surpass
It feels all lost
Or all gained
In this dilemma
In dark i reign!
753 · Nov 2012
ITS DOCTOR *HER*
Ashmita Agrahari Nov 2012
Although very sisterly..
But too fairly and also truly..
Writing for the only one..
Who stand besides me as we r ONE..
The loving and sugar heart..
Although gets irritated too fast..
Confused you or confused world..
In a mission its doctor her ..
Beautiful she..
and me the reflection..
But my total upbringing..
Is all hers..
The guide..advice.. help
Love and affection are all synonyms
To the beautiful lady..
In a mission its doctor her
Goblin's nose or the nose of pride..
Whatever it is..
She always remains the part of my ride..
Beautiful she..
And me the reflection..
In a mission its doctor her
Although sisterly but true fairly..
673 · Apr 2013
BAFFLING!
Ashmita Agrahari Apr 2013
I may not know the future
but hope not its a bizarre
I may have rescued myself
But things still are baffle
M lost in words of dilemma
Maybe true story
M done being glorious
No more analogous
Too much to peek in my shadow
And peer through my skin
But now the time has come
To be sage
And not think under others wage
To be ingenuous with myself
To seize the yen
And go for zenith
But in my comfort
Not in others thought!
Just want to be ME FOR MYSELF!
672 · Dec 2012
JUST FOR "SANTA"
Ashmita Agrahari Dec 2012
I just hope these cold breeze..
turn to snow..
and santa sits on my corridor..  
waving hands and with rosy nose..
wishing me Christmas
and gifts which glows.  
M anxious to meet that fatty. .
Men in red ..
for whom my socks are witty..
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE !   :)
652 · Feb 2013
PEOPLE OF HP!
Ashmita Agrahari Feb 2013
To the people of *HELLO POETRY *

For all the poems i write
My mind goes on wide
It starts searching
For the perfect lines
My feelings get life
And chance to live it
With you guys
For all the reactions i receive
Makes me soo happy
You never gonna believe
And the likes you give me
That turns little heart there
Black to red
That shiny red
Fill me with zest
Its a place of your lovely writes
Where feelings flow
And gives me amazing ride..
This piece is,dedicated to all the members of this wonderful site..  who makes my world worth sharing writing and reading.   :)  ♥♥
hope you like it!
650 · Dec 2012
..DONE WITH IT..
Ashmita Agrahari Dec 2012
I think i am done with it
And i am over it
The philosophy has changed
As my outlook has gazed
The experience i gained
Was the total waste
But still in somewhere
It matters too near
I am off to something
Which was even hard to think
But people close to me
Made it so easy
And my soul glares
As if till now i was in nightmare
I am happy to pass it
And i think m done with it..
636 · Nov 2013
Instinct Instory!
Ashmita Agrahari Nov 2013
Verbally or ******
Things not explained clearly  
This way or that way
Stuck here with noway
Lives go around
People who surround
Express nothing
But instinct
That lose me within
To shatter and close in
Remembering of happy days
Smile on every face
Couldn't figure out
Why so low?
Want to smile
Want to talk      
But filthy walk    
Sways the way    
With tincture of instinct
That nothing is brewing
But screeching mind aloud!
552 · Oct 2015
Ths world!
Ashmita Agrahari Oct 2015
This world
Where paper money weigh more
And a person full of emotions
Has no score
Life has got stuck in social media
And true feelings stand no where
This world
Stands false in all scenes
Fake smiles is all we need
Stuck to petty things
Which don't even mean a thing
This world
Has become a tv screen
No emotions just drama
No miracles just fake dreams.
I hope for the real world.
535 · Oct 2017
Twilight
Ashmita Agrahari Oct 2017
Here comes the end
Or the start ?
The beautiful journey
That's still barred!
Across the faces
That i walk
Mesmerise me
"What for"?
Insane it is
Or a start?
That time has brought
Still not passI
I wondered for so long
Wandering on the road of thought
To figure out the right direction
When actually I understand my intention
514 · Nov 2012
FULL OF *WHY*
Ashmita Agrahari Nov 2012
Why don't you keep yourself clean..
Why don't you see your own scene..
Why don't you have your own cup of coffee..
Why can't you leave without laughing..
Why don't you stare your own attire..
Why you have to be so fussier..
Why you have to pretend so often..
Why you can't get off that coffin.
Why not release that little desire..
Why to keep everything on fire..
Why its too hard to be simple..
Why everyone wants so much..
And still says its ample..
335 · Nov 2017
Pretentiously Prolonged!
Ashmita Agrahari Nov 2017
After thinking long
My mind came across
An idea to engulf
the reasons to have fun
As the life is long
but they say
its short
Deciding my slot
Pretentiously Prolonged
To attract maximum emotions
Of which Happiness I keep
to spread smile & laughter.

-- A.A.

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