"warier" poems
I want to write in hyroglrifics to conceal my words from myself, cryptic messages not i, not no one, can unravel.
Instead thoughts lay beside my heart on my sleeve
This same sleeve that got ripped open a long time ago, and ever since i have become an involuntary show and tell
Yes I've tried fixing it but the staples, awkward and painful, hold place until next time
There is always a next time
I took the shirt to the physician and she told me it was broken beyond repair
And the best that I could hope for is these makeshift staples, strewn along where the label used to reside inside the cuff. It used keep my secrets in. And not let anything out.
See, then I had the choice. I could unbutton the cuff and occasionally I would, but devoid of choice makes one warier than the average warrior.
Back when the shirt first ripped, in that crucial bit just tucked away under the cuff, I used to pester the doc about the possibility of a transfer. She fed me all the words that I longed to hear, but now I realise she had the choice. Her words were nothing more than a bandage laden with cotton wool. Just temporary. But they cushioned me at the time.
Hey, at least she gives me staples on prescription.
Aug 27, 2013
Aug 27, 2013 at 5:05 PM UTC
sometimes the ghosts sing
but at times they scream
same thing with my dreams
but what about when all is shrill
& pain filled
while the words are wounds which whine
I'll be well on my way to wasted with white wine
exit to extreme intoxication
safe in self-immolation
you know you don't matter
& whatever you share
you'll never get her
and mister martyr
you are all too aware
you'll never forget her
alcohol coma comin'
come on baby
another new numbin'
un-reminding me
but beware its violet kiss
be even warier of its violent bliss
solo
so low
The Jester's Tears
they still fall
empty tears
arid
barren
how do I blind my mind's eye?
I don't want to think its sights anymore
And I must mute the fuckin' poet
dam the **** romantic drivel downpour
know why its the worst
more of less than even the first?
only began to know her
never went within her world
among the few glances
were precious true glimpses
poignant potent powerful portraits
sharing Real emotional details
joyful & painful
fun & ******
and now you'll know no more
May 17, 2014
May 17, 2014 at 2:30 AM UTC
April of 1972
All that spring,
the choppers fell
like fat, black flies,
swatted by rockets,
their crews tumbling
in abrupt terror,
but I soared on
like Icarus, only warier
of the burning sky
and made it home
~mce
Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 1:25 AM UTC
There once was a woman named Filli
Who was bit by a Wheaton named Tilly
A scarier terrier'd have made Filli warier
Now Filli fears Tilly's a carrier.
Oct 1, 2016
Oct 1, 2016 at 9:49 PM UTC