I couldn't realize my greatness
much less your fascination in me depicted in your own eyes
and much less see yours
and a lot less understand then that I could have helped change earth.
I had no idea I could change my life debating if changing it between my real identity and the one the world gave me would even be a wise thing to do
naturally I was a small enchanted frog with a Queen of the forest stolen crown left in some small macabre pound
Impossible to hap across your huge ocean to be kissed and reign as a new Queen of Kemah
much less know
I had the power of love to help me govern your heart your spirit soul but I knew I was your
twin flame and I loved you at first sight.
Until I believed in myself I realized my greatness and yours plus the dreams you described
while alls gone to worp speeds
and black hole law witches
all beauty remained vissible
tangible neverending!
thats the magic of knowing
true love. It never dies.
I just never found anyone able to love me with the same passion ever again.
The many times I tried to move on even you and women you trusted played the authors of malice and treachery setting me up with your contacts to be used betrayed deceived and trashed,
so I live unmarried and free
knowing good and evil
deep in my core intuitive.
I am just a woman of substance,
AWAKENED! Aware!
to my here and now, that's me
and dear it hurt long and bad at times wishing I was never born but I preffer solitude from humans!
I still wish to thank you my precious true love,
you too universe for the rides!
the good and the bad
I am so eternaly grateful
just a woman of substance.

I'm scared of makeing mistakes.
Scared of trying
The big amount of time it takes,
To get back from depressing.

I don't even want to start,
To begin makeing better.
Everything is already black,
Why should it be matter?

It's so hard to see those,
Who share hugs with each other.
The life is closed,
For me with a horrible problems.

When I see her being,
All I can do is nothing.
As much as I'm trying,
I leave myself suffering.

Dreams just exploded,
Like all others did.
The Gods were bored,
They got rid... of me...

They spitted me out.
Out of everybodie's happiness room.
They've chosen me to go down.
I desserved this, I assume.

Falling through dark place.
There is no vissible end.
It's just useless chase,
Me and nothing - my best friend.

I thought there is no possibillity,
To over the endless night.
I realised that I have an ability,
To release myself and die...