"thid" poems
at first things were great with my mom and my dad
she should have stayed best she could have had.,
most would call it shallow to leave be on your own,
not some tantrom all around disaster
day by day a year matured faster
I was only nine helping mamma cross the line,
child support goes for my stepbrothers fine.
maybe when he was my age he belonged in a love cage,. 10 His own mind rage,.
but sneakin out at night for some hood fight ! back to 21 remember that he died right.
only one who cried long my heart syed a new song,
never understood. cant we just get along?
yea you say a bad kid, as a parent not helpin had did..
with learning had hid,
hurting words created
thats why my brother deflated...
mom I was good kid seain what was right never under stood you'd rather quit or split
You know I was you're hero you made me just some zero...
once was indepenent then boom the mind flent,
now your'e just insane controlled by cliffs chain,
but you know that I dipped along the way I tripped
one thing that I fell, atleast I'm out my shell
led out on the train achieved my life regain,
sorry that I hit him,
your hubby just was cruel
as a lil Rhym he through me in the tubby
hit me with his bottles called me fat and chubby
beaming red eyes screaming all night crys,
all on my own,
brother helped when I got thrown.
even at four got pushed to the floor.... by the way just more to say
Once i hit twelve I ran for he door
Thid bad man for the rest of her life
she said yes to be his wife,
with his big ring knee on the floor
I just think 'Ding hells at the door...
moms the baby inside screams save me
plus her dad got out the knife he was crazy her whole life
by time i Got to ten my mind was in a den,.
every day was yelling,
just be soft and sweet by telling,
I know you are just scared And once you really cared.
with your so called man,
the one with no life planned
You see I left the road called far west
with out your'e hand I just want the best,
one day mom you wont see me
one day mom you'll be at rest..
cause that mess left bullets in your'e chest :'( </3
Arrywillbeloved2013© copy right protected
Jun 1, 2013
Jun 1, 2013 at 11:04 PM UTC
I guess it's the end of my need for some ****
I guess all I got is thid lsd
Gee,
but really what care,
I'm not even hear
teleport to the couch,
met a pink bear,
he ate all my hair,
**** In my eye he cussed not to cry,
MR BEAR!
mr bear
you think I wont trip?
one hell of a fry,
YOU **** IN MY EYE!
back to the room bad trip oh woah doom,
hit my head 'Jingle~
;oh yea and I'm single
hey mr. spider, lend me your lighter
back in an hour,
I thaught you died in the shower?.
itsy? bitsy? ,
I'm just rather ditsy..
wait why am i wet?.......................
all for one bet,
;)_ jesse mckush
May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 9:33 PM UTC
can it just stop?
this pain, well can it?
if one more time it wins thid game,
i swear to you i will drop,
this wretched life and all the bads
this pain will never pass,
so thannkful yet im still mad,
so when will this ordeal pass?
can it just stop?
Sep 19, 2014
Sep 19, 2014 at 10:52 PM UTC
"Hey, Excuse me.Can I ask a question?"
Yea, sure.
"Where would you rather be stuck than here?"
Well, that's like a huge question, it's like asking me one a first date "where is this relationship going?" Doesn't make sense right?
So, I actually find questions like thid very, tricky, you know, like, I feel the aim of the question is baseless cos' I'm still stuck here, even though I'd rather be stuck else where.
Do you feel me? Cos'I feel like I'm already blabbering.
Ok, to answer your question, I think I'd rather be stuck in a library full of different genres of books than to be here.
I mean that's the best place to be stuck, right?
Ok, get this logic.
If I was born in a library and lived in a library. I'd definitely not be different from what people stuck here are.
Cos' I could have read most if not all, most of what happens here.
I bet I'd be more intellectual than people out here.
Wanna know the best part?
The best part of it is that "books would be my companion instead of human beings"
Wow, that's like, I don't know, the best feeling ever.
Enough of my fantasy, where would you rather be stuck than here?
Dec 20, 2020
Dec 20, 2020 at 6:16 PM UTC