"tesselate" poems
One day our spines’ll tesselate under sage soft duvets as storms sweep across us and no one will cry;
not one noise shall slip from tongues
‘cos strength comes from keeping quiet
or carrying on.
You’re a now realised kindness that doesn’t know what breath is
or how the north circular works in festive rush hours home,
but I’ll kiss the answers upon your tender carbon tapered chest and hope the toner never runs low
(your dad would’ve handcrafted every thing he knew in semaphore if he’d have pulled through,
but you’ll learn in time, too, that time does not ruin fewer experiences than being).
I lean in. Whisper this (above) across your one body,
three eighths the size of a coffee table hardback book:
the result of patience pined for
that I mimed along to motherhood the best I could for nine months
and now, here, I lift the hood and work out what to do next in this rush to settle down and sit,
sip until you snooze off into silence.
Here I carry you and do not notice the weight,
stare at the gape of you, my newly framed little one held in the palm of my hand,
squat full four pinter named after someone we knew.
You landed lunar surface side up,
smoothed new to the toes
and I wonder how I’ll meet you
I wonder how this goes.
Feb 28, 2016
Feb 28, 2016 at 3:13 AM UTC
traverse the divide
envelope me in your arms
i crave your touch
to understand every
fold of your hands
and memorize the way
our bodies tesselate
poison me with
your smell, intoxicating
me to the abyss
i'm afraid to fall in
without you here
May 2, 2013
May 2, 2013 at 11:01 PM UTC
Elevate me, bring me to a separated plane,
That would culminate my thoughts from somewhere between spiritual and deranged.
But ok, debunk yourself from stable,
From making magic between the tragic epiphanies; reversed serendipity to cradle.
This traffic of ideas tesselate the snake train,
Elaborated in definitions of tapestry and fake names.
Wallflower, with no protest to bonemeal,
Kaleidoscope of diets from eggshells and chlorophyll.
Hmmm, this brain food's a drug inducing misdirection, that holds no compass but somehow still sheens a cruel reflection.
Of course, consolidated losses, juxtapose the crosses,
Sway the form of faith to a diluted array of traits. +
And when the gullets a game for gross concoctions,
It's obvious isolation and failure seem the only options.
But anyway, with a sober mind still intact,
I could follow lines of letters from loosely to exact.
Clearly there is no sure thing, especially when the puppet contorts to the willful rhythm pulling at his own strings.
Look how far we've come, from willing to unable, that would shatter any semblance of cards still on the table.
Oct 20, 2017
Oct 20, 2017 at 2:52 AM UTC
i never really appreciated the wealth of light afforded to me.
yet i still have cravings,
for graceless dormers,
naked and looming.
quartered divisions with their faint, finger panes
intersecting in the middle of my forehead.
i really love the feeling of walking through a wooded path at night.
maybe not wooded, not so looming and treacherous.
but a place much warmer in light.
i live by light.
i remember the city because of its light.
its muddled outlines,
pin box interiors you only see for brief moments in passing.
eight by ten foot worlds
partitioned only by your doing.
what other place can make sense to you,
so perfectly that you tesselate within it,
one multi-minded collection of elements
in swarms of others,
what place,
besides the one that drives you up a ******* wall.
Dec 1, 2015
Dec 1, 2015 at 7:36 AM UTC
Sometimes I do not
feel whole
around others
I love them;
but it just seems a shame to
constantly have to
tesselate around them.
Jul 22, 2017
Jul 22, 2017 at 6:38 PM UTC
Chained to the moon
Creatures of the night and habit
The phases and the phrases
Spoken, much the same
Are we much like the moon in that way?
Tilting and shifting
A gradual slide
Through the spectrums of consciousness
We are wide awake
Much like this moon
And as the tides within us, settle like the waves
And lower, like the tides
We find ourselves calm again
Until the next, high tide
Jan 26, 2018
Jan 26, 2018 at 11:51 PM UTC
I search at midnight
Your face, once a marble mask
mobile, uncertain
A body, embraced
by shadows and myself
panes lit by moonlight
And meeting your palms
your touches gentler than
a falling silk shawl
All the spans of time
stretch out to eternity
instantaneous
Hands reaching over
and dozens of surfaces
tesselate softly
For a while, I think
the meaning of life is this
and then so it is
Is wanting you all?
I wish I were your habit
Wanting together
Leaving by lamplight
Your spirit a firefly
I’ve kept in a jar
Uncertain future
suspended in brief moments
of today’s meeting
Oct 18, 2022
Oct 18, 2022 at 5:40 PM UTC
And the bee's shadow tesselate
the sunflower's skin
2 constellations merged;
two different equations of the universe
exchanging information
about the death of Us.
Oct 2, 2021
Oct 2, 2021 at 1:28 PM UTC