"shutupshutupshutup" poems

"Shut up." shutupshutupshutup I can't stop myself From repeating those words He hurts me So much But he is so kind. God, I love him. Shut up. Just... Shut up.

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Jun 21, 2014

Jun 21, 2014 at 2:02 AM UTC

ellenah1

My soul kinda hurts

"Shut up." shutupshutupshutup I can't stop myself From repeating those words He hurts me So much But he is so kind. God, I love him. Shut up. Just... Shut up.

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Up in my flat, it sounds like people getting drunk, screaming and laughing and car alarms going off downstairs. I imagine it smells like food, like barbeque, and smoke. Maybe it smells like boys, that intoxicating scent of dopamine before you lose your head and do something stupid opposite-sex-related. It probably smells like the alcohol I haven’t tasted except in my mother’s wine chicken since I was fifteen. My friend, J-Han, said to me, once, am I sure this is what I want to do, don't you want to live, are you not young? No, I am born old, and my daddy agrees, and everyone says, that fools live happier lives, so why are you so serious — you need to loosen up — you need to let things go — don't think so much — relax — shut up, shutupshutupshutup ... I am lonely in my flat but in this large complex they built, everybody stands in the lifts and nobody talks, and we are all strangers, and I am someone who comes and goes between school and locks up before leaving on Fridays and repeating it on Sunday.

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Jun 21, 2013

Jun 21, 2013 at 7:17 AM UTC

jy-lim

Young/Old.

Up in my flat, it sounds like people getting drunk, screaming and laughing and car alarms going off downstairs. I imagine it smells like food, like barbeque, and smoke. Maybe it smells like boys, that intoxicating scent of dopamine before you lose your head and do something stupid opposite-sex-related. It probably smells like the alcohol I haven’t tasted except in my mother’s wine chicken since I was fifteen. My friend, J-Han, said to me, once, am I sure this is what I want to do, don't you want to live, are you not young? No, I am born old, and my daddy agrees, and everyone says, that fools live happier lives, so why are you so serious — you need to loosen up — you need to let things go — don't think so much — relax — shut up, shutupshutupshutup ... I am lonely in my flat but in this large complex they built, everybody stands in the lifts and nobody talks, and we are all strangers, and I am someone who comes and goes between school and locks up before leaving on Fridays and repeating it on Sunday.

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a swarm of thoughts as i read as i write 1. sitting at a desk. i'm not alright. 2. seven birds hover. 3. can i escape the past? 4. is my life all that bad... i'm alright now. 5. bats that circle and block the sun 6. the ruler whipping down on my hands, my feet, my everything 7. souls gather and gather 8. oh the abuse i have suffered from you 9. lists and lists and lists and lists 10. my death. painful or peace? 11. shutupshutupshutup 12. unnecessary dreams and cliches 13. the wooden stick sits by you as i stare 14. the angry yelling words 15. tomanytomany 16. the end.

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Apr 3, 2017

Apr 3, 2017 at 8:57 AM UTC

amihereyet

thoughts

a swarm of thoughts as i read as i write 1. sitting at a desk. i'm not alright. 2. seven birds hover. 3. can i escape the past? 4. is my life all that bad... i'm alright now. 5. bats that circle and block the sun 6. the ruler whipping down on my hands, my feet, my everything 7. souls gather and gather 8. oh the abuse i have suffered from you 9. lists and lists and lists and lists 10. my death. painful or peace? 11. shutupshutupshutup 12. unnecessary dreams and cliches 13. the wooden stick sits by you as i stare 14. the angry yelling words 15. tomanytomany 16. the end.

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they ask and they ask i slur my words so they can't ask anymore. shutupshutupshutup Chin up. Nose up. Use good grammar. Use good everything. nononononono That's not me.

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Apr 19, 2017

Apr 19, 2017 at 10:47 AM UTC

amihereyet

theyask

they ask and they ask i slur my words so they can't ask anymore. shutupshutupshutup Chin up. Nose up. Use good grammar. Use good everything. nononononono That's not me.

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