I stand on one side of a line carved by time and you… you remain at the other.
Two souls destined to collide,but sentenced to drift apart.
You left the introduction of a human being just as an introduction….but I am reating a wound that was never supposed to exist, a wound not caused by words, but by absence.
Do you know?
Just because I haven’t healed from the past, I’m missing so much of the present.
I smile with my lips,but I bleed with my silence.
Do you know?
For a line that doesn’t exist in my palm,this very hand has written countless poetries….each one a failed attempt to erase you, but only engraving you deeper.
Do you know???
I am trapped between a forgotten boonfrom some distant past life and the curse of being forbidden from touching that gift in this one.
It’s like the universe gifted me heaven and then locked the door before I could enter.
Now the world keeps questioning me
Did those memories even exist?
But how could they know?
How can I tell them?
Your memories flow through the blood in my veins
Each heartbeat echoing the syllables of your name.
Your voice has become the rhythm of my existence.
Your picture….it will be the last thing my eyes will see before they close forever.
Your breath….it will dissolve into the air with the last breath I release.
No one knows…
You are the god in the temple I built inside my shattered heart.
You are the silent prayer behind every tear I hide.
You are the reason I survive days I don’t want to wake up to.
You are the soul moving this lifeless body.
If there’s any destination that could drag me away from you, it’s nothing but a six-foot grave.
But still…..I am trapped between two brutal truths
One pulling me toward the end of this life and the other is your memories that were promising to haunt me even beyond death.
I’m living a life between surviving and surrendering between forgetting you and becoming you.
I’ve decided
I will become you
Not as a choice, but as a consequence of love that refused to fade.
Because loving you wasn’t just a chapter of my life,it was the entire story.
If there’s no space left for me in this world as me, then let me dissolve into you.
If life won’t let me stand beside you..
I will rise as you.
