"oxys" poems
warthogs for men singing amen
i ink my scars with a ball point pen
buffalo grass and ******
they want *** but won't die
i want *** but it's not me
they tell me that I'm pretty
i smoke **** in a blazing forest
i feel as rubbery as a curious tourist
and plenty of coke goes in my nose
i bleed headaches, when it rains it snows
i'm dreaming of a white christmas, i suppose
with my squad when i don't want to feel alone
i make lies but can't hide like room raiders
i cut up coke for all my haters
with a side of oxy
tells me that I'm foxy
right before he knocks me
my brain goes on high alert
i can taste my stomach
because cake was yesterday's desert
i say that we're proxies
i take the red pill
some like oxys
some like bikini ****
some nights aren't so chill
some brains are mentally ill
but he doesn't like to feel, y'feel
tell me if you want a
*** flavored banana
a broken heart from havana
or to drink my coke flavored blood
dragging me through the mud
whoops
son of sam
touch my **** like we're not fam
drug me if you want to slam
my head off the coffee table
i'll choke on fear until i'm not stable
i pretend i'm in a fable
this can't be real
does he not feel
break it off and shove it down my throat
cut me into pieces
make a blood moat
oak splinters suffered through winters in my spine
find you in jail and you ask if i'm fine
i break off rhymes like i break out grams
shaking because of a spiked promise
i wish i wasn't here
i wish i wasn't here
sham in the garden of clouds. when you 'fuck' you want people around
when i cry, you hear no sound
buffalo grass and ******
they **** off but ask why
my box in their face
i don't want to be in this place
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 6:32 PM UTC
Invalid curtains
Broken down houses
Mold is growing
Everywhere
Not many live here anymore
Used to be a boom town
babies born
Everyone was employed
Took coupons at
the company store
Milled that wood
Ground that red ore
they don't build
washing machines
around here anymore
Invalid curtains
blowing in a toxic wind
nuclear plant failed
but that wasn't
the end.
The wind is still blowing
down main street
twitching the
"For Lease" signs
If the mud doesn't getcha
The *** holes will,
Schools?
Salting the roads?
There isn't any more revenue
At least Rays is open
the general store
Thomas's, the hardware store
next door
Tony's One Stop Coffee Shop
Barney's Pharmacy
Sellin' out those Oxys
The gas station pulled out their tanks
The doctor's gone
The dentist closed
Got to go forty miles to go to Costco
Still catching trout
at Jackson Meadow
down the highway
Pulled out an 8 pound bass
Never knew it was there
Put it back
Old guy one more life to live.
Staying here is all we know
No one knows we're here
Just like that 8 pound bass
One more life to go?
even though
We keep hearing singing
in the sundown snow,
the dying song
of a dying town.
May 24, 2018
May 24, 2018 at 9:12 PM UTC
I always thought the world was out to get me
All the **** you put me through left me
hot and angry
I never did realize what I had and now that
I'm thinking back it wasn't all that bad.
Now all I do is mope around
till my face hits the ground
I'm choking now!
till I can't make a sound.
You ******* *****
Screamin and dealin
With issues I've never ******* seen before
So I walk up to the doctors office and I say
************
you better give me something to take this
******* pain away
Don't think I won't take this gun
and put it to your head
The monsters are out from my closet
and in my ******* head
50 Oxys in a bottle to take me on vacation for a day
Aye,
It ain't much
but it's the reason I stay
Dec 15, 2013
Dec 15, 2013 at 3:52 PM UTC
You told me you were crazy,
liked to smoke
mountains of cigarettes.
You told me you craved
massive amounts of whiskey,
you could gulp it all day &
follow with lots of Oxys,
said they took your edge off.
You said you were a crazed *** addict,
loved to do just about anything.
But first, you said
you wanted to be comatose,
had to be numb
before anything started,
'cause that was the only way
you could feel anything.
You said it was payback
for the damage
they'd done to your soul,
for being
forever thirsty
on phony love.
Mar 20, 2014
Mar 20, 2014 at 10:19 AM UTC
Azrael is here, the arcane mage
lions in the cage , eaten up by his flames
engulfed hes enraged, no main on this page
insane on this page, beepers beat on page,
rain, down pour,main stream,whos ***** <=krep=>my dame
sittin here i kept my fame, didnt think you'd catch my name
like a chore i put in work, got paid, dirt my aim
cough that purp, blame it on the body, let the hydro squirt,
oxys let me blurt, red eyes, blunt blowing, yea im burnt
Annunaki reverts,rehearse the rebirth, re-murk a remake, re-treat a new verse
retreat maneuvers, new coffin, new hurse
re-seam the loops and ravage the new nurse
im savage, im dead,..that Lazarus effect
catastrophic decent,
Gotham's Bad-man so Batman repents
resurrection clouded, joker serious, hells scent
same ship, still sunk,
same trunk, still bump
same pill, ill bump,
same **** new dump
same brain, no *****
i dont give not one
no pain, all gain,
no feeling, no shame
my fault , your blame,
old story, new flame
disastrous when i wreck, put on blast for this mess
grieving with the reaper, i got masks for this ****
untill the end
calm seas,
see the Kracken sleeps
robbing goblins,
cant stop um,
**** it drop the bombs,
Vietnam um
watch as the Kracken feeds
Feb 7, 2016
Feb 7, 2016 at 11:37 PM UTC
Hes pounding back those Oxys.
Dandelion petals they’re toxic.
Bite down hard on that barbed wire.
So that inside you can feel the fire.
They say don’t take candy from strangers
But it’s Halloween
and I wanna change her.
Candy canes In your stocking
Causing nausea since 1990.
Poppy petals in your hair
Tell me where we landed from there.
Black beauty just busted the door
Her name is Addy.
and she’s taking the floor.
Hey we’ve landed on cloud nine.
Time to see that vanilla sky.
Brought back a couple of moon rocks.
I swear I saw a tic tok clock.
My favorite kind are Kit Kats.
Can’t deny that relapse.
Please get your facts.
No one here stays in tact.
My best friend is Cheshire Cat.
Don’t worry
we’re all mad at that.
Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 8:13 PM UTC
A is for ADDICT
I am one by far
B is for *****
Blacked out in a bar.
C is for COPING
My drug dealer's gain
D is for DOPE
Making love to my vein.
E is for EXCESS
Cuz that's how I roll
F is for FIX
My everyday goal.
G is for GRIEF
From the damage I've done
H is for HIT
Can't have just one.
I is for INGEST
Don't matter what
J is for JONESING
So sick in my gut.
K is for KILLING
The dreams I once had
L is for LOUD
That sweet **** in my bag.
M is for MORE
There is never enough
N is for NEEDLES
Man, my arm sure looks rough.
O is for OXYs
Euphoria so fine
P is for PAIN
So I'll hit one more time.
Q is for QUIT
"What are you high?"
R is for RELAPSE
**** can I lie.
S is for STEM
My portal to hell
T is for TRICKS
Oh the things I will sell.
U is for UPPERS
Hate to be down
V is for VICIOUS
That crack that I found.
W is for WITHDRAWAL
"God please please let me die!"
X is for X-TASY
Now I'm no longer shy.
Y is for YES!
I get paid today!
Z is for Zilch
What I accomplished today.
Know I know my ABCs
God please take away this cruel disease.
May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 2:44 PM UTC
I haven't gotten high in weeks and I'm starting to feel dope sick again
Or maybe just the normal sick I always felt before you
I mistook your lips for oxys and wonder why they keep biting back at me
The whole world tastes like morphine and I taste like I am suffocating and she tells me all the time
I helped **** my best friend and I am reminded every time he messages me
I'm so ******* sick
I'm shaking
Jul 13, 2016
Jul 13, 2016 at 3:12 PM UTC