"numbin" poems
"Hate me, hate me, tell me how you hate me
Tell me how I'm trash and you could easily replace me
Tell me that I'm strung out, wasted on the daily
Prolly 'cause there's no one around me numbin' all my pain
Prolly 'cause there's no umbrella to shield me from all the rain
Probably because you're the one playin' the mind games
You hate me because I don't let you play no mind games
They give me migraines and damage my brain
Date me, break me, easily replace me
Hopefully you see it clear, hopefully it's HD
Bet you wonder why the last few months I've been spacey
In your head, I sing"
Nov 20, 2020
Nov 20, 2020 at 9:56 AM UTC
sometimes the ghosts sing
but at times they scream
same thing with my dreams
but what about when all is shrill
& pain filled
while the words are wounds which whine
I'll be well on my way to wasted with white wine
exit to extreme intoxication
safe in self-immolation
you know you don't matter
& whatever you share
you'll never get her
and mister martyr
you are all too aware
you'll never forget her
alcohol coma comin'
come on baby
another new numbin'
un-reminding me
but beware its violet kiss
be even warier of its violent bliss
solo
so low
The Jester's Tears
they still fall
empty tears
arid
barren
how do I blind my mind's eye?
I don't want to think its sights anymore
And I must mute the fuckin' poet
dam the **** romantic drivel downpour
know why its the worst
more of less than even the first?
only began to know her
never went within her world
among the few glances
were precious true glimpses
poignant potent powerful portraits
sharing Real emotional details
joyful & painful
fun & ******
and now you'll know no more
May 17, 2014
May 17, 2014 at 2:30 AM UTC
head spinnin mind numbin luv
bad choices wrong timing love
cant think stright sittin apastinly 4 time to awake luv.
to give it all up luv...
but I guess it nt ment to be luv
will u fully returm luv?
reinvate the unanticipated luv......
I often think these thing while im in between seeing you and luvin u....
r u ture?!
I can b amazing luv
weak in the knees luv
but only if u allow luv my luv our luv
to be luv that is....
May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 4:18 PM UTC