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I find myself here again
Staring at the wall
Lost in the thoughts that plague me
****** I here from my own mind
Loser, trampling through my thoughts
Give up know
Your no more than **** anyway

I light a cigarette
Yah I think im cool
Not really
Im just and infant in a grown world
A glass boy
A fragile existence

God do you hear me
I know you cant
Why do I try
You only help the good
That’s not me
It never was

I see the dance
But yet I don’t know the moves
Masks are for children
Then I must be a child
Playing hide and seek
Alone

I feel the water over me
Cascading into red
What would they do without me
Live that’s right
Go on, happy
He did say much anyway

Who’s that boy in the background?
Oh him, he’s just a pawn
He’ll be gone soon
Just wait and see
He hold up space for know
Tell someone good comes along

Don’t even try young man
You’ll never succeed
Just play your games
Let the men handle the job
Its no place for you
Go back to your books

No one will love you
Look at yourself
A shell of a person
A drone of some sort
Just another **** in the grass
Waiting to be mown

Don’t try and speak
It’s not like we’ll listen
What a pretty song
To play at your funeral
Make the others look good
Yah that’s your places

Don’t try to be gold
Even copper out shines you
Your more like a rock
Just made to be kicked
Roll down the hill
So the river can swallow you whole

Don’t move a muscle
Lay their and take it *****
Its what you deserve
Don’t try to leave your place
You worked so hard to get there
Don’t you like what you have achieved

All your work has paid off
Your alone and patatic
Like you knew you always were
Just a sad reflection
In a world of mirros
You could’ve been great
That’s a lie

Don’t strive for love
Its just out of your reach
Your hideous to the eye  after all
He just wants your body
No one wants your heart
Its cold and dark

So know youll ended it
Good for you
Just take the razor and go a head
Oh before you do
You know its all *******
Really kid get over yourself
Kay-Rosa Aug 2019
almost caught around cold marble corners,
stealing strawberries
never noticed by the common crowds,
painfully singled out by the mobs
snatching frozen kisses through double sided mirros,
make me look conceded
silver moments savored by golden windows,
showing worlds who never cared
wondering why we are labeled as villain,
they are the crude smokes that filling ****** skies
contaminated by pleas of those who perspire over you,
fall me upon silent ears
slink around in dark damp under-secret tunnels,
intials engraved within an immature heart pressured into perfection by natural issues
pollution, famine, war, death
four horsmen ready to ride unto an unforgiving world,
but i am the best
the horsemen can never outrun me
i'll always be just behind the almost-loyal congregations, lying in wait amongst the shadows not cowering,
waiting for their side effects to set in
it never takes long
for the noble steeds stomp upon my seeds of doubt,
pressing them firmly in with blood, sweat and tears
first, little sprouts, then large blinding leaves and rolling suffocating vines with poison thorns
don't ***** yourselves children, the fear will set in
hello, freshman year
Misfired Mar 2018
You were faceless
no scars
no features what so ever
But your eyes
dark as the dead of night
I looked into to them
mirros into mirrors
reflecting the reflections of myself into you
into myself
You echoed
to me and me to you
You are me and I am you
my face is yours and your eyes my eyes
my mask you hide behind so that your face remains faceless
as my face reflects yours
We are totally faceless
and We have eyes dark as the dead of night.
Yo, this aint no fantasy scheme,
Or to get, shakes like Hakeem,
Smoke and mirros, coke theme,
Its like Scarface,
Mixed with Wus cream,
Catch my drift, i bet i could make the game shift,
Check it,
All yall hear is murders on the records,
more murders,
But scared to ****, the ones,
Who really murdered us,
Get it, naw forget it,
Ill probably be admitted,
Looked over and *******,
Cuz most aint really with it,
Talking guns,
Like its father and sons,
But get mad,
When the system says they done,
They don't want no fun,
So go ahead, and flash ya gun,
Youngin,
You aint peepin the hungerin',
That the beast,
Loves to feast on,
Aggravated with aggression,
While negative *****,
Seems like, the only ambition,
Spoken true in fruiton,
See the rich, getting richer,
And the poors, aint peepin the picture,
Cant have ties to Christ,
And at the same, try to rock ya ice,
While eating a slice,
Of the devil pie,
See the glare in they eye,
Dark *** ****, like when they got hit,
On some gay, ritual ****,
Ya favorite rapper, ain't really Innocent,
Just look at, how they rise,
And you spitting the real,
Ya wont rise,
I used to wanna be a fly guy,
Roll with my peeps,
In the pinto, of a drive by,
But saw the hurt, in they family eyes,
But saw smiles in the enemies that lied,
Its alot of Denzel, playing with the cartel,
Up the community, but at the same time making hell,
How can i dwell,
In the flames, of earth, if im been cursed since my birth,

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