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Oct 2014
I find myself here again
Staring at the wall
Lost in the thoughts that plague me
****** I here from my own mind
Loser, trampling through my thoughts
Give up know
Your no more than **** anyway

I light a cigarette
Yah I think im cool
Not really
Im just and infant in a grown world
A glass boy
A fragile existence

God do you hear me
I know you cant
Why do I try
You only help the good
That’s not me
It never was

I see the dance
But yet I don’t know the moves
Masks are for children
Then I must be a child
Playing hide and seek
Alone

I feel the water over me
Cascading into red
What would they do without me
Live that’s right
Go on, happy
He did say much anyway

Who’s that boy in the background?
Oh him, he’s just a pawn
He’ll be gone soon
Just wait and see
He hold up space for know
Tell someone good comes along

Don’t even try young man
You’ll never succeed
Just play your games
Let the men handle the job
Its no place for you
Go back to your books

No one will love you
Look at yourself
A shell of a person
A drone of some sort
Just another **** in the grass
Waiting to be mown

Don’t try and speak
It’s not like we’ll listen
What a pretty song
To play at your funeral
Make the others look good
Yah that’s your places

Don’t try to be gold
Even copper out shines you
Your more like a rock
Just made to be kicked
Roll down the hill
So the river can swallow you whole

Don’t move a muscle
Lay their and take it *****
Its what you deserve
Don’t try to leave your place
You worked so hard to get there
Don’t you like what you have achieved

All your work has paid off
Your alone and patatic
Like you knew you always were
Just a sad reflection
In a world of mirros
You could’ve been great
That’s a lie

Don’t strive for love
Its just out of your reach
Your hideous to the eye  after all
He just wants your body
No one wants your heart
Its cold and dark

So know youll ended it
Good for you
Just take the razor and go a head
Oh before you do
You know its all *******
Really kid get over yourself
Alexander Everet Starchild
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     𝙶𝙽𝙶 and JWolfeB
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