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Spencer Dennison May 2014
She used to stand on the tips of her toes so she could kiss my cheek.

I've cherished these memories through and through and while there is no digital proof that our love ever existed, I remember that September with an indespensible fondness.

But I feel these memories fading away. Slipping through my fingers like wet clay and each night that passes I can spend one less moment of the day recalling how your lips felt against mine...

...or thinking of how I could gaze into your eyes for the better parts of eons, but we are all peons of fate and our innate sense of duty pulls us from the things we are drawn to.

It is then that I remember that you were not taken away, how you chose to leave and that is okay.

In my agony over the loss of someone who's name no longer clings to my lips, I chose to cling to your hips and not let go.

I know better now, but I was afraid.

The memories we shared grow ever harder to remember, but that September you reminded me what love was.

It was fleeting and it was depleting, but I no longer find myself needing your touch.

I let go and I already know that you did so long ago,

but it stills brings a smile to my face when I recall how you stood on your the tips of your toes so you could kiss me,

I suppose even angels need someone to look up to.
messydaisy Sep 2009
I swear it feels as if
I walked along a road for quite some time
And didn’t really know which way I should be headed
But kept on walking
Anyway.
And I think my mind went blank a few miles back
And I hurried to make memories
That would last me lifetime
But not matter a day.
And I put my heart into things
I really don’t know
Only to come out with an understanding
That myself is not what matters
To another.
And some days I look at the sky
And I think there must be something wonderful
Waiting for me there,
Because I like to think it’s all a miracle
And we’re all indespensible
In a way that makes us real
To someone so intangible.
I want to shake the world awake
And tell everyone that it’s okay
To not know which way to go,
But to keep on going anyway.
Miyuki Marie May 2018
Today I decided to put myself first
To fight for what I rightfully deserve
A respect that I demand from you
And a respect that I owe to myself.

Today I will be strong for me
I will not bargain my value
I will not do what you plead
And I will learn to love myself more than I have loved thee.

Today I wake up facing the same struggles again
But today I will stand firm on my decision
Until this becomes a habit
A habit that's indespensible between loving myself and knowing my worth.
Gr8Ryzyngz Apr 2019
An awakening spirit
Prisoner of will
Enamored by
A captivating morbidly resting soul
Crystallized energies
Prohibiting thermic effects
Necessary to absorb
Expended physicalities
Trapped in amberesque
Prehistoric mentalities
Rebellious knowledge
Attempting excavations
Of unadulterated wisdoms
Not acquired oratorical rhetoric
Separated by oceans of Disparaging indespensible essences
Passed through generations
Heirlooms of distorted truth
I embark on an eternal Internalized tumultuous journey
Of protecting ME from ME!!!
Keep track
Deep rap
Need that
I'm a meaningful
Indespensible
Weapon of a never ending spirit of a mental condition
In a dream match
With sickness dripped in lyrics
Stripped of greed to
RIP your ******* a new entrance
And an exit
I know you ******* need that
While the big guy
Puts a beginning and an end
To all existence
Like a never ending sentence that delivers.
Every breath
In a never ending connection
It's a network
Death first
In a red Hurst
While the best birth
Wouldbeconception
Of a genius
Work of science fiction
With a silent auction
Pop quizzes test first.
Like a coffin
Lined in lead fur
Hope my life becomes
A med nurse
I need medication.
Inspiration
God. And love because
The rest hurts

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