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Forgivenes
Never
Given,
Transforms,
Becoming
An
Albatross
Of
Weig­hted
Anxiety.
JidosReality May 2015
Trust has to be the life of forgiveness; words like sorry, if only don’t make any meaning to the emotion of the words spoken. Mistakes often tend to creep up and happen somehow without realizing it, ***** the life out of trust.


Causing such a situation where to forgive and forget becomes an option not so easily felt or done. Almost totally impossible I did things that I took for granted forgot that moment of spontaneous happiness I can’t turn back time but can only hope that time could be a healer.


Heartbroken thoughts shattered running wild in my head all trapped in a bubble of plastic. Miss that sweet smell of roses in the morning, now it’s cold and lonely mornings, forgiveness is all I want you to see and feel.



I Put these sorrow times away close this cupboard cause the skeletons have been and gone. The key to solving this situation is to learn to trust yourself first then you can trust and love those you care for.


If there is forgiveness the will always be happiness


Jidod Reality 16.1.11
Has this become my life?
Writing poems that few people take their time to read
Looking at the walls, windows, and shadows hoping to see light
Waiting to have a social life again

Has this become my life?
Waiting anxiously for a friend to call or text
Knowing that I can only count them with one hand
One hand because there are restrictions set upon my life

Has this become my life?
Talking to thyself in the middle of the living room
Listening to music and thinking of what could have been
Looking at thyself in the mirror and controling the tears
Painting my face with no ocation just because I'm bored

Has this become my life?
Overthinking each past situation
Realizing every mistake with agony
Looking at the sky and screaming why

Has this become my life?
Whispering to myself that it's all gonna be okay
Meanwhile listening to others enjoying the outside
Trying to be better in a bubble
Being judged by every single present mistake or action

Has this become my life?
Being the center of attention at home
Driving to doctors here and there, there and here
Getting labs done every once in a while

Has this become my life?
My entire future lying in the hands of others
Proffessionals determining which pills I should pop
Parents restricting my social life
Listening to every opinion of what I should do with my life

Has this become my life?
Bursting into tears in my mothers arms
Accepting only professionals and mom to unburden me
Denying help from others because the anger exceeds the forgivenes

Has this become my life?
YES.
Copyright under Delilah Wine Williams
"Has this become my life?" is a literal excerpt from episodes in my life.
Kimberley Leiser Jun 2023
What I want to say to my daughter Sophie is I will always love her. Even when I been hurt so many times. I shrugg it off every day and I show her my love and  forgivenes. It can be tough at times when she's not happy with me but she means  everything to me. She already got a lot to manage in her young life and she was always a fighter from the start and doesn't know any better when she does lose her temper even when I tell her she needs to manage it better.  I really just want her to do well in life learn respect and just listen to me. I love her with all my heart even if the pain I get from it all does hurt me from time to time.                        I will always love her            my daughter sophie.

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