you used me
I let it happen I couldn't fight it no more
you played me
I gave into please you

           * I don't forgive you*
leave me alone
I cant look into those eyes
I will fall all over again
            I DONT  FOGIVE YOU

If the simplest words as "Goodbye" meant so much to you,
forgive me for thinking that
it was just one of those normal days,
it meant nothing much for
i knew that i would see you soon.
But now i am on my knees begging for you to fogive me.

My apologies bouncing back at me,
like a little table tennis game am playing alone.
If "Goodbye" surely means so much to you,
then you must know that "Sorry" means so much to me too.
Atleast forgive me now,
and foever will i learn to say "Goodbye".

Why oh Why  are we taught by you to love with all our heart or forgive all with all we have within us. So why then if do you not fogive your enemy. Or love thy nieghbor As you would like done unto you and your loved ones. So do we follow you and do as you do Or do we listen to you and do as you said before you went and done what you did. We dont understand please help us understand. We love you mommy and daddy We forgive you as we know you will us. So why cant you forgive and love others And just never forget the wrong they did And never speak another word to them or about them. Why do we have to take our anger out on them. And hurt them and there loved ones. God never ever said you have to forget you can remember.  So you always remember what they did to you Or your loved ones. But hold forgiveness in your heart. And God will forgive you for thoughts you might have for that person. And even for the fact you cannot forget. And we will be better children and adults for it. Cause we learned from the best God and our parents.  Amen

Forgive me Love. Fogive me because Your forgiveness is the only one I care.
Forgive me because I didn't stay or Forgive me because I didn't say I wouldn't stay.
You may choose the worst of both sins and I may take the worse from your pain.
I will only faint when my heart gets too weak.
But I shall faint when gravity will be too strong for you to keep your tears.
Forgive me Love. Forgive me for I didn't mean to make you mine.

Like a cat,
I want to sleep all day,
On a soft sheet,
with you rubbing my back.

Like a cat,
I will call you with my sweet "meows",
When I feel sad.

Like a cat,
I want you to hear me purring on your ears,
That will send chills down your spine.

Like a cat,
I want to snuggle beside you,
When you are sleeping on a sofa.

Like a cat,
Please fogive me when I hurt you with my claws.
I just want to hold you near me.

Like a cat,
I may look like I don't care,
But I do understand you,
Every little bit of what you say.

Like a cat,
If you don't want me anymore,
Please don't throw me away.
Because your all that I have.

Fogive me baby for being away
I had to get the money;and there were no other way
I am now not that far;just couple days voyage
I had all what he asked,but he used my age
He said I am young,too young;he ******* used my age
Sorry dear,I would ask, but you wont run away I know
I know you love me;if we run away,we live low
But I am too afraid to ask you to live low
Forgive me baby,forive me being away,far away
But most of all baby,forgive me for staying far away

You knoW I wear my heart on my sleeve,
but could you ever make it up to me?
For stealing it away, knowing It was my only vice,
and leaving me with a hole as cold and dark as ice.

But inside I want to forgive you,
Because the probLem isn't just what you do.
But sometimes I want to forget you.
Because the scars are stilL from what You do.

Can we just sit here in silent nOthing.
Let my pUlse slow to a stop.
From you I don't want anything,
You took my hEart then let it drop.

But inside I want to fogiVe you,
BEcause the problem isn't just what you do.
But sometimes I wish I had foRsaken you,
Because the scars are still from what you do.

Can we just lay here in the light,
Let my eyes adjust to the fire.
Your Soul is burning through my night,
though you are not my hEarts desirE.

So inside I want to forgive you,
because the problem isn't just what you do.
But sometimes I wish I could forget you,
because all these scars you see,
are what you did to me.

my family hate me
but I hate them to
we fight
we yell
we cry
and
we never fogive and forget
but that just the way of our life  
I cut
they hate  it
but its my hurt being taken out on myself
that they created
they make me feel so small
and I cant make myself big no more
I crumble and lie down at  nigh in a ball and just cry
they dot see it ,
they don't pay attention to it
i'm snaphappy
just so they will see that i'm still here
fighting to try prove them wrong
** this is our stupid, hurtful , demented , way of life

Why are you being so harsh on them?
You're mad at them cause they're asking an obvious question?
Don't you think they just want to have a conversation with you?
Not all the time they'll understand you,
Not all the times they'll fogive you.
Don"t be too insensitive to other's feelings.
You wouldn't wish to be treated the way you treated them.
Don't blame them for every bad situation you have,
It's not their fault.
They're just the people who are with you
When you're struggling in life.
Be mature.
Maybe in that way life will love you.

I'm sorry I spend so much time talking about how lost I am
It has cost me my friends and their respect

I'm sorry that my life is changing too fast for me to process
I won't come out of this with my mind intact

I apologize for the way I grow distant in a conversation,
in the buzz around boyfriends, grades, and prom

I can't say sorry enough for the times I explode for no reason
and then go suddenly quiet and terrifyingly calm

I have no disorder or chemical imbalance
its not a physiological decay or disease
Its a girl questioning why she exists
and trying to figure out what life means

I'm sorry that I'm not always there for you when you need me
I can understand why you left me behind
Just, please
keep the crazy, depressed, confused girl in the back of your mind

Please don't forget that I was once happy
Please remember that I had a personality prone to joy
Tell me about the girl that you used to know years ago
the unshakable faith she had before it was stripped down, destroyed

I wouldn't un- ask these questions
I couldn't forget them if I tried
But I wish that the naive little girl
had kept some of that innocence inside

I talk a lot about reflections
about how I feel when I'm in my head, apart
I hope that you can fogive me
and my broken but healing heart