i lie in bed,
half asleep,
jolted by such sorrow,
a cryptic pain.
sadly, this pain is the most familiar,
it cannot be relieved with a
xanax, band-aid or advil.
i can't keep this in the closet,
after all,
that is what led to the demise of you and i,
our enchantment was greater than any fairy tale,
i had ever read, seen or imagined. &
i had background with love stories.
our crossroads was where dreams come true.
please lead me to the path where,
the nightmare ends.
i have yet to find that boulevard,
i keep on lugging my soul,
which has been crushed, mutilated and torn
to tiny ribbons of shattered love.
searching tirelessly for the boutique......
you know,
the one that warmly greeted me that,
hallowed 4th day.
it's against my nature to,
be held back by anything at all,
the following requires a beacon emitting passion, desire & all my heart;
†- a severe oversight was made that doomful moment.
†- a divine being would
never
mutilate matrimony amid two enamored inhabitants of his creation.
†- if 1& 2. are false i never want to be a devotee to H.I.M.
to ü- he hoped you'd observe
the emotion he held in his loyal
framework. ü were absolutely
the jackpot to his existence,
**his breath of life.