"disapper" poems
Every night I lay awake
In this bed of lies I have made
Lies that have grown, I have blocked out you of me
Completely in the daylight I have, though when night falls
I let the memories fall out and replay
I let myself feel that burning hurt you left in your place
The hurt so pronounce that I cannot ignore when I'm in the dark
Remember that night when I put on that lace
I took those pictures just for you
I'm marked
Marked with the regret of showing you, I wish I could erase
Erase you
Erase me
Erase us
Erase this pain
But I can't erase
Cause it's always 1am and I hear you voice
then it's 2am and I'm hearing your laughter
Then it's 3am and I'm hearing you say I love you baby
Then sunset breaks, and you disapper
And I pretend that I do not care
until night comes back
And we do this all over again
Oct 11, 2017
Oct 11, 2017 at 2:32 PM UTC
Why am I still standing here with tears, when in reality it's fear
Why do I care enough for you but don't care enough for me?
I hope everyday that you at least think of me because I think of you alot, but I can't keep guessing on the sidelines to what I did wrong. I deserve an answer, not a disapper. But you are pretty good at that I guess, next time, I'll think twice before letting you back into my life, and when I do, I will put on a fight because you and I both know I'm right. You were my best freind, know, you're just a fear I don't want
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 9:17 PM UTC
If truly it's known,
By all hearts like tone,
Our love shall be immortan
we shall be free of slave dark groan,
And pious to the hell of love gew-gew.
Drive me whereever you want to settle,
And heal the incurable disease you've done,
To sell the chain-of-rock to our bones,
And leave the pain in our flesh,and around the cruel fireof hell.
In fart,utter a deep rumbling in a distress;
We preffer to be left alone in peace,
But?love had come to soar our peace.
Where's our destiny?sourrounded in evil aure,
we seldon see throug the mist;
The scene on a tall summer that so pale,
Across the blue sky,the white cloud float shoals,
Or?disapper and quitly sail,the wast time;
Swell and fell into dream's haze,
Where eyes look long like a lover's gaze
What time in mists shall we tast?
Calmto the battlement of enternity of love;
Unknown!
Till the sun be set;they are all gone.
Maight the timid heart ,quiet dispassionate moon?
When the agony of nightmare caurse begin,
Or,a devil that rides human soul?
Shall wondered around our souls?
AH!It's too late to goven the kid of love's soul,
For the day evil-light shouted daze,
By hopes and fear,cried our souls,
Like the shadow's flames which the sun throw,
Even,more like the shadows of lives than life's blow.
In move,yet with something beauty very rare,
Traced,do they live on slop,
Pearhaps,be of noblest hopes,
The trace of intention that maight have been fair,
For purpose,each man's action must be hidden from scorn,
Hope like nature,oaktree man's saddest,
We loom in the world without watching time,
A wast so far,dark night is near,
To flash us back to the hell,where no wind breathes or ripple stires
We wish we were given a chance to restore the unwanted past!
Oct 27, 2024
Oct 27, 2024 at 9:26 AM UTC