With all the cards against us we gotta make it manage i swear to God i wish i cld mke yu harm proof what they dont understand its a bigger pic tht i cnt b taken out of ill nvr play yu like lebron vs jordan they say time is money but its not im broke so time all we got n yu cnt mke tht back so give me all yu got treat me like theirs no tomorrow....death over dishonour angel eyes short hair stay the same let the seasons change im willing to build noahs art known it cld b torn apart i aint got a image to uphold i keep the truth i been the truth  im a young simba in his youth. im wondering wat comes with being a better man put Tyson Ali  Mayweather in a ring &  they still cldnt knock my love 4 yu

she said she wanted to try something new with me. she said it's called friends with benefits and she wanted the physical thrills without catching the emotional feels, so everytime I made her rain she won't have to fall. I agreed to those terms knowing my emotions are like a car without a steering wheel, can't be controlled and doomed to end up a mess. so I embarked on a journey with a tattoo map on her skin and a torch in her eyes that can only be turned on by soft kisses on the right places. soon she got naked, and I cld feel the shortage of oxygen in the room cos she was breath taking. she consumed so much gas that I had to wonder how she still drives me crazy. she wanted to be a wild child, but little did she know that beneath my stomach lies a drug and she got addicted. and with every fix, every soft kiss she felt bliss she caught feels I saw it in her eyes and she couldn't quit cos the emotions she disliked made her feel so alive. I knew I'd regret but I didn't care cos I tamed a beast that was wild.

th pain was a monument to itself
saying 'i am u, and u r my god'
i waited for it to crack into manageable pieces
sat full of my own nothing until it made sense
cast spells to remember to take my meds
but ur abuse has a body count
and my justice was lost in translation
i told myself i had earned my anger
and bled on anyone i cld
until i found myself alone, soaked in blood tht was no longer mine
but pain doesnt melt so easy
it is liquid air in my lungs pressing against me until i soften arnd it
it is a black eye i can no longer keep saying i got in a fight
i wish i cld run parallel to it
but now my head swims between realities
everyone thought i wld grow out of it but instead i grew into it
i can nearly taste th end like a light flickering between tired and sleepy
but almost is nvr enough

always means everytime and forever doesn't end and I promise to love you everytime without ending. They say the world is upside down, so I guess falling (for you) is my only way Into heaven. I'm a seven you are a ten maybe that's why we can't be together. and I'm so negative without you cos that happens when you subtract 10 from 7. No matter what happens I'd always think we're soul mates. cos you always drive me crazy but you have one too many toll gates. our deep fights would always end up with gives right? you always loved to scream like you're watching a horror movie at midnight. back to the topic of discussion which is eternal love, you might act like you hate me now but I cld still feel your internal love. that's one thing I love about you you really couldn't hide things from me. like when they used to call you a ***** I assured you its cos you're hot not cos you're sunny. one thing I'm sure of is that you changed me for the better, and that's why no matter what happens I'd love you always and forever.