"broda" poems
'Oga, wetin you bring come na'
Nothing, sorry.
'My broda, what do you have for us'
Love, only love.
'Where is my morning coffee?'
Pardon? I'm not a café.
Where did you bury it?
Your shame, your conscience?
It must be somewhere dark and deep.
Where you are haunted by dreamless sleep.
Some with a uniform, some with a gun
Some with a smile, with a glint of fun.
All with hands outstretched, seeking, begging
Asking, threatening.
So much coded, yet crystal intent.
It has spread all over, from the janitor to the judge
All that is different are the sums and the styles.
Corruption corrupts all. It condemns all.
Yet, it spreads further, fertilised by impunity.
Fed by the hopelessness of 'how things are'
They sell their integrity for pennies,
They sell us all out for what I spend on toilet paper.
Where did you bury it?
Your future and that of your children?
What price their integrity?
What cost the impunity?
Dec 19, 2017
Dec 19, 2017 at 7:00 AM UTC
It's not that I'm making excuses
For the days that I messed up
Not that I want to be cut some slack
For the horrible things that I've done
Though I must tell you
There's a lot than you know
The moments behind the scenes
That birthed the themes you see
That makes you upset
Go wild and make
You feel that I don't deserve a thing
The stories behind
The mood swings
The character flaws
And sudden outbursts of anger
It's hard for me to explain
But I was behind bars
Before I went there.
That dark cold floor
That locked door
shushes and hushes
Of don't tell mummy and Daddy
Do you know my cry?
Do you know the sentences
I had to carry in those,
hidden moments
Once sentient
Became forever dead
Ice cold and broke
If placed in a mold
He wouldn't fit
Uncle Salisu
Aunty Aaliyah
Broda Jide
Sister Uche
Did I tell you that Monday
As I walked down the path to school
The cold shivers that ran down my spine
It was not in the bush
It was not under the dark stairwell
In plane sight
All eyes were watching
But still nobody could see
The hidden moments
Where peach became squash
Beaten out of shape
Confined to the shades
The forever dark places
With no aim
There was no one to blame
Nobody knew so ?
Mar 24, 2020
Mar 24, 2020 at 12:43 PM UTC