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The word “****”
Is something kids should never have to learn
You should never have to know what is means
To be pushed down and have them forced upon you
Its nothing youth should know
Its nothing kids should know
Its nothing anyone should know
Its just a four letter word
Turned into a world of horror
Where the word “*****”
Gets thrown around at the wrong times
How did I ever bring this hell upon myself
When the clothes I was wearing were baggy
The shirt I had was collard
My pants were long, no holes
How did I scream out
“Take my innocence
Its okay I’m thirteen today”
Because I didn’t,
And if I do recall
I said the word “no”
So how does that give you the right to say
“Oh boys will be boys”
*He was no boy
He was almost twenty
In my dreams...
I fight.
I'm brave.
I'm your knight in shining armor.

In my dreams...
I'm beautiful.
I shine.
I'm your princess.

In my dreams...
It's happy.
No more abuse.
Together.

But, that's not reality.
Love is so much more than romantic.

When I say I love her- should it consitute the frowns of everyone around me even though I only love her smile and her friendship?

When I say I love Coke, should I be down on one knee with a ring in hand instead of sipping it through a movie?

Why does Love need to be Disney?
One. Two.
In. Out.
Struggled. Clenched teeth.

The sound wavers.
Hands to the chest.
A noise, somewhere.

Three. Four.

Rushing. Noise.
People, in varying colors.

Five.
My doctor told me I was too thin.
I weighed in-
113lbs, 5'8"

My Mother told me I was too fat.
I was 13.

From there, I starved myself, like it was a test.
Don't eat for 36 hours, til hunger claws at you like a ravage beast,
Then wait 8 more so you can sleep before succumbing to a few sips and a ******* or two.

I had the flu,
I was 14
My mother didn't believe me,
But the disease almost killed me.

The Doctor asked me to gain weight, watching the scale tip precauriously to 110lbs.
Purples and Pinks
Wrapped around for your kinks

Tight jeans and leather belt
In your arms, I tend to melt.

Shiny and black heels
Off a layer I peel.

My lipstick that's red
Tangled together, we fall back to bed.
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