, I am the end of a cigarette, that fills your body with disgust and disappointment. I am  alone, and I am invisible.

I do drugs because I knew what they’ll do to me. I know I can take x and y will happen. People say drugs take away control, but to me they gave me it.

5 words                                                                           i
for the 5 months                                                           was
we didn't talk                                                                not
I left                                                                                  in
and you found a new you                                          love

my body is molting, soon who i am is who i will have been. im waiting for this new me to finish being created. leaving everything behind to find who i am.

it started with my soul, im losing the skin off of my body and everyone around me, ive been sitting in rotted waste, im decompositive matter waiting to combust.

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both my mind and my body
a wasteland
for everything i
touch
like wine
was sweet
is putrid

I wake up feeling like nothing is real
and my heart beats
and I'm panicking
and I'm sweating
and I want to die
I don't really understand why I cry
If I could just get over it, I promise you I would