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em Oct 2018
i got sad
at a young age
its like getting sick
but there's not one medicine to fix it

i'm scared
because i wasn't sure who i was
when i was younger
so when i get happy
if i get happy

i don't know who i'll be
what to expect
or what to go back to
hi i wrote this in the middle of a mental breakdown
em Oct 2018
this feeling
i feel for you

i shouldn't care this much
but i do

this feeling
do you feel it too?
out here catching feelings like the plague
em Aug 2018
when i was young
i imagined a first kiss
as something life changing
a bit of magic

it happened
and nothing changed
em Aug 2018
when i was young
i always was fascinated by eyes
i felt i could see
everything a person has seen

but i know now that is not true
for my eyes have seen some things
a moment simply fleeting
never to be replicated the exact same
ever again

its all different
some beautiful
some horrifying
i can't find the words
to describe yours
em Jul 2018
the pit in my stomach
the small emptiness
that inhabits inside of me

returns once again
like a rock
pulling me

down
down
down

into the arms
of my old friend
my sadness rose again
my life is like an ongoing soap opera uh
em Jul 2018
i value my sleep
not just for simplistic reasons
like "I don't want to be tired tomorrow!"
while it is entirely valid

i value my sleep
because it is an escape
from the hell i call
my life

but it is a rest
a break from everything
i am released
i am free
i'm tired
em Jul 2018
this is now
life is nothing but a memory

the fact that i cannot control or slow time
haunts me

nothing will ever be the same
as it is in this exact moment

it's almost like water
in your hand

you try so hard to hold on to it
but it seeps through the cracks of your fingertips

stop moving so fast
even if its bad, enjoy the now
your pain will be beautiful
you will be beautiful

stay strong
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