this is now
life is nothing but a memory
the fact that i cannot control or slow time
haunts me
nothing will ever be the same
as it is in this exact moment
it's almost like water
in your hand
you try so hard to hold on to it
but it seeps through the cracks of your fingertips
stop moving so fast
even if its bad, enjoy the now
your pain will be beautiful
you will be beautiful
stay strong