I want you
to tell me I'm okay
or that I'm just over-thinking
and that you're there for me
maybe not now
or not always
but sometimes
at least

I want you
if not always
then sometimes
and I'll pick that
over nothing at all

Imagine all the time I had for you
That seconds turned to liking
And minutes turned to love

Too little time
that lasted a long heartbreak

Dreams:
I planned them
for us
not for you.
And me.

I'll keep the
lighter
that shall
burn our bridges
forever

I can only write you
as grouped letters meaningful to me
and symbols whose meanings only i can see
but never as words as beautiful
or depictions as perfect as you

I won't be moving forward
nor will I be stepping back
I'll just stay here still and still
and expect you to stay
with me
and need you to stay
with me
and want you to stay
with me
and have you
with me

But you are never
those fantasies
You're the truth too sane
to point out there can never be
we
or both of us

At the end of the day,
all is the same
you remain the last thought on my mind
before I sleep
in strong comfort that's not
strong enough to
let me momentarily forget
you one bit

Not one bit

if the bridges between us were to fall apart
i would not know where to start
when they start breaking
i'd cross them anyway
even if underneath my feet they start creaking
i'll reach your side and there i'll stay
i'd walk the thinnest, thread-like bridge
or the crookiest one that screams of fidge
because everything between us
are strong enought to hold me
even the shortest kiss that will always last
or your laughing face i often see
let me keep the lighter
that will burn down our bridges forever