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ac Aug 13
feeling fine
freely smiling
music in my ears
i’m jamming out
that one song comes on
i know it in three notes
i thought i deleted it
it stops me in my tracks
because now im reliving it
ac Aug 12
My ex is texting my best friend
kinda insane how he has a girlfriend
and I'm kinda why they got together
He always complained about bad loyalty kinda weird how thats what he's doing
he's finding a new way to drive me insane because why don't i get an apology?
when I'm the one he left in pain
im gonna need more therapy
even tho its not working
just turn my problems into dollars
make a profit off someone's daughter
He left the school
the girlfriend left our church
how am i the one that did damage?
cuz I wouldn't say I'm broken
but I definitely have some bruises
he left them
my ex is texting my best friend
yet he has me on read
oops i name dropped in the tags, silly me 🤭😋
ac Aug 12
he left
it was right
but i’m still right
where he left
  Aug 12 ac
peyton
she’s there,
hands trembling on the screen,
heart heavier with each second.

no reply, no sign, no sound...
just the weight of waiting,
the ache of being unseen
by the one she’s already given
so much of herself to.
how i imagine a 3rd party seeing me an my crushes situation rn.
  Aug 12 ac
girlinflames
Five of Cups.
I keep clinging
to the spilled wine,
wishing it would return
to the glass—
but it never will.

And now I wonder:
which one of them
is the spilled wine?
Which one
can’t I let go?
ac Aug 11
You slept for twelve whole hours,
took a shower
And laid back in bed,
how are you tired again?
You skipped another breakfast,
you thought it'd help with
That feeling you get when you get on the internet

Therapy's turned all your problems to dollars
They're making a profit off somebody's daughter
Your father,
he never believed in that stuff anyways
He says you're okay

But slowly all the colors turn to gray
The devil's come to play
And you're doing your best just to fight it
Nobody's listening so you just hide it
Slowly who you are just fades away
There's a ghost left in your place
You're so sad,
but you ain't even crying
You're still alive but you feel Iike you're dying

Oh,
and your friends keep calling,
your melancholy
Gives you a good excuse to spend the evening in your room

Oh,
when you finally work up the nerve to tell them
They tell you that you’re only seeking attention
The thing with depression is you can't control it
You try to ignore it,
but before you know it

Slowly all the colors turn to gray
The devil's come to play
And you're doing your best just to fight it
Nobody's listening so you just hide it
Slowly who you are just fades away
There's a ghost left in your place
You're so sad,
but you ain't even crying
You're still alive but you feel Iike you're dying
ALL CREDIT TO AVERY ANNA
go listen to her latest album Let Go Letters
ac Aug 11
Writing is my way of fighting,
Since therapy isn't working.
All my problems turn to dollars,
They’re making money off someones daughter.
They say it's a talent
But for me its an outlet.
I bang my head against the wall,
Trying to make sure I don't fall,
Because everything feels wrong.
Thankfully,
Writing makes me strong,
My journal holds all my secrets
So that I'm kinder to my wrists.
my journal is my favorite thing,
It keeps me from going insane.
Writing is my way of fighting,
It might be why I’m not dying.
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