Listen ..... Do you hear that voice of concern ?
I didnt think so...... I could careless, if I'm being honest 
BITTER TRUTH

Therapy human
he’s a needy little guy
that Buster of mine

Etch A Sketch Love
When heartbreak calls
I’ll shake it off

Drowning
in past sorrows

Head
barely above waters

Struggling
just to survive

Fearing
for my life

Body
becoming more weak

Energy
depleting very quickly

Why?
I ask myself

Viewing
the light above

Bright
like the sun

But
it isn’t it

Rather
the bathroom light

Broken
and very insecure

Fears
create false situations

Imagination
runs with it

Caged
Within our heads

I grasp for my last breath
as I look down and the reflection of a chrome plug catches my eyes

I am in control and I do get to decide , as I pull the plug and the water slowly pours out from the drain

But wait , this isn’t the tub nor am I in the bathroom, quickly I realize I’m in the ocean and it was a piece of jewelry that caught my eye

I’m totally submerged under the water and the sun is beating down as the rays create lines pointing up like an arm reaching for me , calling my name ....

I go to kick my feet to swim to the surface, the sand crashes between my toes and consumes my heels as I feel so confused my legs extend up and I stand

I’m in shallow waters and I realize it’s just another panic attack  as I take a couple deep breaths , my mom calls from the shore “ son are you alright “ I pour out in tears crying uncontrollably

Yes  mom , I’ll be fine

King to Queen,
peasant to peasant,
I prefer "excuse me miss"
"I beg your pardon sir" she replies
Not really but somewhere between any of these is really fine, nothing special necessary for the gEnUiNe, good energy trumps all. EnErGiZe Me, eliminate gravity and raise me Up! Floating thin air, dare to care, fair? Nah this life never wasn't but the players couldn't be more uneven talent. All walks of life with bad past and bad present. Where's the gift, do I deserve to live? I complain about heartbreak but if I could avoid it, I would complain too! She took me to becoming whole from thousands of pieces and then took me from whole and split me into two,  she was the glue that made me glued, she was the adhesion goo gone too that separated all the seems she had sewn and sealed! BrOkEn I rEmAiN!

She calls your name as her voice whispers amidst your subconscious making broken promises trying to convince your voice of reason to tell your self lies in order to give in to her attempts to reclaim your soul
for her purpose as she misses her sidekick

You always were the life of the party and now your gone and it’s driving her crazy knowing the ability and power you have to convince a whole room to join you in sin as you all live it up faithfully

You were her biggest supporter, she always could count on you but now you’re letting her down. How? she asks herself as she sees you sitting at home doing nothing but writing poetry and drinking non-alcoholic seltzer

Her biggest fear is what her boss will think when he realizes she allowed you to give up drinking and start thinking for yourself .........

Yeah that is her biggest fear isn’t it, well be scared because I’m through with you , I don’t need you anymore Temptation or your calls because they will always go UNANSWERED, but keep trying as it’s giving me really good practice at saying NO and teaching my brain and subconscious that I SOLELY CONTROL MY THOUGHTS and NOT ANYONE ELSE so just remember that !

Relevance is like leftovers, the difference in one day can make all the DIFFERENCE. So eat it up while it's still good otherwise toss it.

Flip, switch, fuse
Blown

Trace, replace, case
Repaired

Flip, switch, on
Power

FIXED

Think, thought, act
Regret

Reflect, dissect, face
Retrain

Think, thought, act
Proud

Fixed

Words
sound good or bad
Actions
feel good or bad
She said
quit saying
what you are going to do
and show me
So I took her advice
well it turns out
I’m just as bad
if not worse
and she gave me
horrible advice
When you are
unhappy and broken
everything you say
and everything you do
will never be good enough
Regardless the effort
it seems so obvious now
but in the moment
I could never understand it
LoSt, IgNoRaNt, UnAwArE
If only she knew
it never was on purpose  
If only she knew
in my head, in my heart
I had good behavior
and my intentions were pure
So the writing on the wall
never seemed clear to me
until now and I wonder
HOW? could I be
so dumb
Better LATE
than NEVER
She disagrees
because the damage
has been done
All her pain in vein
for someone else
to get the results
because she feels
she cannot forgive
regardless the struggles
from past baggage
she holds me accountable
for all my decisions
I see it being unfair
in my eyes, I cared for her
but to her all she sees
is my mistakes
if only she could
witness these “flaws”
through my eyes
with the mindset I had
then maybe she could
UNDERSTAND
On the other hand
I’m sure she could
claim the same thing
I really put her
through the paces
showing all my faces
expecting her to fill the gaps
Between the SPACES
of what is RIGHT and WRONG
Our love traces itself
from distant images
of our good times
as I only choose
to remember the GOOD
and forget the BAD
TRUE-LOVE

Wet head 
numbed pain
Brain dead 
in vein 
I'll take 
another round 
Anything to 
drowned sounds 
The voices 
won't stop
There's heartbreak
childhood trauma 
Many mistakes 
family drama
Infinite insecurities 
teenage pregnancy
Highschool dropout 
failed relationships 
And they 
all have 
LOUD VOICES 
screaming remorse 
The course 
led to
Water downed 
morals,, values
Truly lost 
in darkness 
Beer me 
the remedy 
That heals 
all wounds 
​​​​NOT REALLY 
delayed reactions 
To these 
hereditary patterns 
Delaying the 
many battles 
Inevitable war 
necessary for 
Needed change 
To drunk 
to care 
To drunk 
to feel 
To drunk
to deal
With these 
life long 
CHILDHOOD PROBLEMS
not anymore 
No more 
eye sores
My reflection 
getting better 
With each 
new look
I took 
I felt 
More proud 
from results 
To now 
where I'm 
Finally found 
from within 
Her loss 
wrecked me 
Hitting hard 
rock bottom 
Finally broken 
words spoken 
Play through 
MY MIND 
Get help 
please Rob 
HER VOICE 
Through loss 
came gain 
Through pain 
came beauty 
My angel 
saved me 
But now 
she's left
FOREVER GONE 
she's missed 
FOREVER MISSED 
but I 
Have to 
move on 
Without her 
and without 
These many 
LOUD VOICES 
There's heartbreak
childhood trauma 
Many mistakes 
family drama 
Infinite insecurities 
Teenage pregnancy 
Highschool dropout 
failed relationships 
And realize 
i must 
Accept this 
it's who
I AM 
but doesn't 
DEFINE ME 
not anymore 
So I 
put down 
The bottle 
no more 
Noises to 
drown out 
Thank God 
I needed 
Mental awareness 
to learn 
MENTAL-HEALTH 
to overcome 
THESE DEMONS

I refused to stop
the ball got dropped
staring at the top
from rock bottom
walking, talking
living proof of
no education
raised by suffering
nurtured by patterns
NO OUTSIDE EVALUATION
proclaiming the damage
all generations victims
all generations with symptoms
our family tree a pandemic
all born into the sickness
WE ALL ARE CONTAGIOUS
the vaccination needed
still yet to come
MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESS

Cobwebs draped over a dust covered beautiful mind forever meant to be hidden on purpose from the young soul who called it his very own

Forever meant to be forgotten and never shared with anyone for fear he might be able to save other trapped souls cut from the same cloth

Sinful crime and murderous plots the result and plan from the hands that were supposed to hold him dear and love him the very most without doubt

Shallow frail roots must be to blame for a mentally-unstable name claiming to be of family with no knowledge of what it means or the role it plays too

MOTHER NATURE IS FUNNY

Everyday i work
everyday is a job
just look around
and you to shall
SEE

Everyday i love
everyday is a relationship
just look around
and you to shall
FEEL

Everyday i fight
everyday is a battle
just look around
and you to shall
DEFEND

Everyday i see
an everyday cause
that demands
everyday deeds
STAND

Simon says sit, you sit down
Simon says you are worthless
You get mad at him !
Oh you don’t believe him ?
Well ....... why do you believe your ex ?

I want to be with you
I want to sing together
I want to be your forever
But together we got lost
The cost our own sin
And now I wonder how you can take me back again when the roots have been laid in the ground of no return ! It kills me to know your wanting me but don’t know how to make it make sense ! SIN

Hard wired 
DNA tired 
genetics invented 
man created life 
overcoming
sickness 
politics threatened 
rocking right to left'em
BEHIND 
time 
lightyears 
AHEAD 
of light 
Dark-ages 
pages 
written 
on human flesh 
with sacrificial blood 
lost ones 
forever gone 
RETURN 
back home 
before the 
INVENTIONS 
that started 
HELL ON
EARTH 
simple

Amidst a dark time
a sparkle of light

Amidst the light
a bright shine

Amidst the shine
I saw myself

Amidst myself
I felt loved

Amidst the love
I breathed new life

Amidst my new life
the darkness fades

Amidst her eyes
looking back into mine

A twinkle of magic
telling me it was okay

Her smile cheered me up
and outshined the pain

A total surprise
I didn’t expect at all

When her eyes
laid upon mine

An unexpected fall
an unexpected catch

Hand in hand
we’re walking slow

She knows my flaws
she knows my concerns

She has some herself
as she opened up to me

Together we plan
to take things slowly

Amidst the light
that killed the darkness

We decided
to dance slow

since a smartphone came
we all have became more dumb
just ask your smartphone

No more reading maps
the bookshelves are all bare now
its all in your palms

smartphones own us all
kidnapping our brain power
but we worship them

Rules are made to be ?
Followed ?
Broken ?
Or to gauge a level of ?
Control !

Rulers are made to be ?
Followed ?
Broken ?
Or to gauge a level of ?
Control !

Dictatorship
or
Democracy
Are the same?

Both
have
One
In complete control!

Person
or
Party
Both with hidden agendas!

Vote
for
Vote
Individually we don't count!

Millions
upon
Millions
Invested with no gaurantee!

Promises
upon
Promises
For all the wealthy!

Insider
trading
Inside
The electoral stock market!

Taxes
upon
Taxes
Delayed for the bidders!

Home
to
House
The super rich and wealthy!

Land
of
Slaves
The working class!

Home
of
The
Fee, it costs us all!

Hell
on
Earth
Politics truly are our sickness!

"Solidarity is... the key to prosperity"
RG 2022

Temporary fun with irresponsible decisions 
their repercussions are 
always right around the 
corner, Im all about longterm,
forget the instant gratification
I refuse to let a part-time fun 
create a full-time problem 
moving forward or atleast not on purpose, opportunities for bad decisions will always surface but it doesnt mean we have to let them rise 
STAY FOCUSED 
its not magic,
no hocus-pocus 
just a lot of tough-love 
The older I get 
the more I realize 
Im worth it 
The more I grow 
the more I realize 
I deserve it 
Self-observations 
leads to 
Self-reflection 
leads to 
Self-acceptance 
leads to 
Self-understanding 
leads to 
Self-respect
leads to 
Self-improvement 
leads to
SELF-CHANGE
Equals 
SELF-GROWTH 
Heres a real life 
mathematical equation 
they didnt teach us 
in school, Lifes one BIG
MATH PROBLEM 
everything your facing 
can be fixed 
with addition 
or subtraction 
its really that simple 
solve for 1( you )
Once you are the product
then you can produce 
but to think 
someone else 
can do the math for you 
is ridiculous 
its quite obvious 
that theory 
will always end 
WRONG

Problems
adding

Solutions
undetermined
variables

REAL LIFE MATH PROBLEMS

Solve
them

Support
system
quickly
Dividing

Mental
health
issues
multiplying

Stressed
out
messed
up
double
check
your
math
if
it
Isn’t
adding
up

Right
wrong
same
answer
different
problem

Solve
for
ex
as
in
relationship
equals
HURT

Gone
lost
confused
concerned
done

The
only
gain
was
PAIN

My
heart
divided
into
2
pieces
HEARTBREAK

1 childhood
like
mine
+
1 confused
boy
me
then
multiplied
by
a
hurt
man
———————
= let me know
when you figure it out

Math madness
if only I could
take a bath
and clean this
DISEASE

Allowing myself
to be cleansed
of some really bad
NUMBERS

It’s like this life is
PRE-DETERMINED
we just show up
and the rest unfolds

The house of cards
we keep stacking
as one gust of wind
blows it all down
FATE

Well I’ll get to the bottom
of where it all started
finally solving
for ground zero

Once there I can then
find myself
before the added
DAMAGE
and know where
it is I need to be
FOUND

FIND YOURSELF

Today SOMEONE took their own life
Today SOMEONE gave life to SOMEONE
Today SOMEONE has been killed
Today SOMEONE was *****
Today SOMEONE got kidnapped
Today SOMEONE was lost and SOMEONE was found
Today a soul of SOMEONE was saved
Today a soul of SOMEONE was sold
Today SOMEONE has changed
Today SOMEONE remained the same
Today SOMEONE got hurt
Today SOMEONE fell in love
Today, Today, Today
SOMEONE
The list goes on
the good, the bad and the ugly
There's a SOMEONE for everything
Just read the statistics
SOMEONE ....
Well cheers to SOMEONE today, for better tomorrows
and becoming SOMEONE good!

To the girl last-night
You aren’t my one and only
But you are my last
Lately I have been lonely
Victim of a breakup
So thank you, for the fun
I really enjoyed you
But now I must move on
I’m to mature for this
I truly know what it is I want
I can’t keep doing this
You don’t deserve to be led on
Commitment scares me
My insecurities have deep roots
It’s nothing you did
It’s all my fault and not yours
My brain plays mind games
So when we met at the bar
The alcohol helped
To drown the pain
So who you met last-night
Isn’t who I really am
But rather a drunk love version
Now don’t get me wrong
I feel we both had fun
and enjoyed ourselves
But I can’t keep doing this to
MYSELF
So I felt you deserved an
EXPLANATION
Before I
SHUT-DOWN
turn off

She sees in him what he wishes to see in himself but cannot
​​
He's never been looked at
with compassionate eyes

She understands his pain
from his childhood past

He wants to love her back
but just doesn't know how

With time a void is made
separating them apart

She promised to be patient
and never to leave his side

He noticed a bitterness start to grow within her loving eyes

She just couldn't look at him the same anymore like before

He just needed more time but she was tired of being patient

She couldn't comprehend thirty years of trauma being built up

He was crushed when she left him, losing her support

She really loved him at one point but not anymore

He knew better and felt dumb for finally trusting someone

Mistakes were made along the way to add to the pain

She started to believe he was a lost cause and wanted out

He hit rock bottom and was covered in horrible doubt

Love cannot conquer all, it's just not the bitter truth

She still thinks about him to this day and their relationship

He still misses her dearly but knows the damage is done

They both dance with the what ifs but refuse to call

She took a part of him she will forever have and keep

He took many lessons and pieces of her love to hold

The love shared will forever love on although they will not

She gave him hope and new strength from the tough-love

He gave her strength to stay true to who she was

BOTH LEARNING TO LOVE THEMSELVES MORE

FROM THE PAIN OF THEIR TRAGICALLY LOST LOVE

THEY BOTH STILL HURT THEY BOTH STILL CRY

BUT TO THEMSELVES THEY BOTH HAVE VOWED

THEY MUST MOVE ON FROM THE PAIN AND GROW

THEY JUST CANNOT DO IT TOGETHER, LIKE HE HAD HOPED FOR  

LOVERS LOST LOVE,
HEARTBREAK-WARFARE

Spaghetti brains 
or maybe its a mop 
covered in prego sauce 
but wait I heard a shot
pots and pans spilled 
all over the floor: bLoOd
the smell of ground beef, covers the walls, SpLaTtErEd
Or is it flesh, who knows ?
the chef is laying
on the floor, face down 
The heat in the kitchen must've been to much,  displayed by the bullet shell, Yes only one, Suicide for lunch, his life wasn't the only thing lost
but also my appetite, Gone 
Spaghetti brains

Can we please just talk
heart to heart
If I’m going to accept
what you say
If I’m going to hate
the way you feel
Then let’s turn off our minds
and figure this out
Heart to heart
is the only way
to communicate
when dealing with
LOVE

Spend money like it's
nothing
to me its nothing
but numbers 
Spend energy like it's 
SOMETHING 
to me its everything
but simple-math

Vibrations
magnetic force fields
Pyramids
gravitational pull
Mother Nature
runs her course
Ashes to ashes
dust to dust
Canyons, Mountains
waterfalls, valleys
Earth’s stones
laid to rest
An outer galaxy
with random threats
Comets, asteroids
and meteorites
DEBRIS
Complexity
in movement
Spin, rotate
and Directions
North, South, East and West
Compass directs
Our Fate
beyond known
Knowledge
The key to unlock
all these secrets
Amidst the bottom
of the oceans
SOMEWHERE
Maybe , maybe not
somewhat unlikely
the magic 8 ball
displays on the Circle Screen
Fast forward
current time
Added stresses
to age old problems
Pollution
overpopulation
islands surrounded by
PLASTIC BOTTLES
Overcrowded landfills
extinct animals
periodic oil spills
Where’s Mother Nature’s
MASK ?
When is tomorrow ?
and who’s living for then ?
In a world that’s all about
NOW NOW NOW
HOW did it come to this
when did happiness
come in the form of
POSSESSIONS
The comet already came
the asteroid already hit
the meteorites everywhere
When mankind landed
it may have been
friendly fire
But that was then
and not now
Every step we take more debris we leave falling behind
Doubt that ?
Then look back
COMPARE
Stare , but please quit pretending
you can’t See, or afford to
PAY ATTENTION

Drowning in watered down values, never rising to the top
STOP
Take a deep breath, calm down
RELAX
Count down 10 to 1
Breathe

Floating in watered down values, afraid of sinking again
STOP
Take a deep breath, calm down
REFLECT
Count down 10 to 1
Breathe

Standing in shallow waters, comfortable in values
CONFIDENT
Take a deep breath, stay calm
ENJOY
Count up 1 to 10
REVERSED

The stars in the sky 
Are as beautiful as you
The eyes that can see 

For the eyes that can't 
Forever rest in peace with
The stars in the sky 

For the eyes that can 
Enjoy the wonderful view 
Keep your head held high 

The stars in the sky 
Are as beautiful as you 
Regardless your pain 

For the eyes that hurt 
Forever rest in peace with 
The eyes that can't see 

For the eyes that can't 
Rest in peace without hurting
With stars in the sky

Monsters are to real
they don’t live under my bed 
but one’s in Mom’s bed

I’m not a treadmill
nor am I a welcome-mat
but you keep walking

Motivation
in moderation
never over the top
STOP
Dedication
lacking moderation
always over the top
GO
Believe in yourself
nonstop, in abundance
lacking moderation
over the top, never…..
STOP
remain dedicated to yourself
and motivation will never lack
GO

Do not think twice,  predicate, adjective. adverb and Proper Noun, I got this! I'll just be myself and provide it ALL!

Stopped?... No!
STUCK
I wish, I could
MOVE FORWARD
Away from
these feelings
BUT
It’s not
that easy

I’m in a hole
I can see the light
from up above
but yet I
remain trapped
I refuse to crawl
I ignore support
It’s just easier
to remain numb
and be the victim
down below
away from others
hidden from her
unattainable
far from reach
left to suffer
with just myself
no longer a trouble
to others or her
so I find comfort
being all alone
consumed in sorrow
feeling sorry
for myself
BITTER

Geo-fencing
invisible cage 
detecting 
signals 
messaging 
the brain
Marketing 
decisions
with
persuasion 
Defense-mechanisms
fa­de
to 
emotions
collecting 
particles of trauma
rewinding 
your minds thoughts
back in time 
to a bitter reality 
you vowed 
to leave behind 
but moving forward 
you cannot prevent them 
from coming to life 
Brain-washed 
through lies 
false conclusions 
formed from 
mistrust
Issues pile up 
will this continue 
well into adult years 
Adult fears 
still stemming back 
to CHILDHOOD years
Are we just plants 
our internal roots 
with time just grow 
Can we not escape 
the unwanted birth 
with wanted growth 
or are we just 
STUCK
with the 
Aftermath 
Enraged, engaged 
to a life we are 
enslaved 
until the grave 
forever a mind 
trapped in a cage 
host to past thoughts 
that cannot be lost 
all fenced in 
since day 1

"love it or leave it"
SHE
left

"love something
let it go,
it'll come back"
SHE
never did

"diamonds are forever"
not this one
SHE
wore

"two heads are
better than one"
SHE
disagreed

GONE

Confused
abused
twisted
listed
as a
lost cause
to who
who cares
they don’t
otherwise
i wouldn’t
feel
this way
GONE

......... . SUDDENLY
            T             O
       DROPS        V
       A   P             E
       M  SUDDENLY
  GONE               Y

SUDDENLY STOPS
**** LOVELY
SUDDENLY DROPS
GONE

Jack Johnson artist
title "Better Together"
medium volume 
Natural light 
lit the kitchen 
but it didn't matter 
Her presence 
lit my world on fire 
both of us covered in 
PASSION 
Breakfast Sunday morning 
but only after 
we made love 
I couldnt resist her
the woodstove warmed 
THE FLOOR WE ROLLED ON 
The kids all in bed still 
the next story above 
Sunday morning breakfast 
the best meal ever 
because we always 
COOKED TOGETHER 
WITH PASSION 
as the lyrics play

🎵🎶"Mmm, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together"🎶🎵

Rays of light crash through the waves of the sky 
Shinning bright on you and me from a massive star 
Various shades of soft blue 
reflect from the waves below 
Without the ups and downs of life would we be blessed?
Thoughts of optimism respond back happily "No we would not"
Maybe its just the combination of the warmth from the sun
and the Vitamin D my body is absorbing talking
It's funny how little things can have huge impact on our days decisions

Confidence is that green sphere within the hardboiled Ego

One may realize how fragile they both are, be humble

Alright enough with the
HAIKUS
upside down
backwards
It’s all old news
TO BE HONEST
It was quite
RIDICULOUS
Enough with
the other topics
AS WELL
like
HEARTBREAK
HEART-MAKE
and
SELF-LOVE
you know
every other
ENTRY
pretty much
sums these
3 topics
UP
WHAT is it
WE all
WANT
something
DARK
or better
Yet
MAYBE
LIGHT
If not those
TWO
than maybe
a simple
BLACK AND WHITE
write
a simple story line
about
WRONG & RIGHT
uh , still not sure
amidst all the choices
Like DAY or NIGHT
ground or sky
MOON or SUN
smart or dumb
Does any jump out
at you
Or do they all
just get lost
amidst the thoughts
and the only cost
BRAIN-DAMAGE
I rather get lost
in YESTERDAY’S
NeWsPaPeR
OLD NEWS
VERSUS
the **** 💩
on CNN
or FOX NEWS
not looking
to take a
POLITICAL
stand 🤪
Its all
MANIPULATED
like syllables
when
COMPOSING
a HAIKU
IF ONLY
they reported
IN FREESTYLE
then maybe
WE WOULD BE
InFoRmEd
Ive learned more
from
LAW & ORDER
IRRELEVANT ,
i’LL allow it
BECAUSE THIS IS
MY POEM
and I’m the JUDGE,
JURY and Sheriff
Honestly
Quite
possibly
the VICTIM
too
BUT NEVER
the attorney
BIG SUIT
slick hair
PROFIT
DRIVEN
REGARDLESS
GUILTY
OR
INNOCENT
credit card
APPROVED
cash
DISCOUNT
Under
the table
4 legs hold it up
STABLE
for people
not HORSES
GETTY UP
well this
LOOKS LIKE
a FREESTYLE
based on the
CONTENT
Run forest Run
As in trees
THERE’S A forest FIRE
coming from his mouth
DRAGON
guarding the
Princess
the knight
JUST HAD A HEARTBREAK
and saw the beast
and said F*ck that
SHES GONNA BREAK
MY HEART
AnYwAyS
LAUGH
but quite possibly true
love lately
like a hit and run
DRIVE THRU
order up
1 insecure blonde
with a LARGE FRY
extra
INSECURITIES
on the
SIDE
and
RIDE
out
EAT AND THROW AWAY
DISREGARD
Gone
WITH THE WIND
paper bag
But keep
the
NAPKINS
and
CLEAN UP
wash down
DIET COKE
lite ice
I WORKOUT
irony
A McMillion CALORIES
but 1 McMile on the
TREADMILL
LOL
WELL
IM FEELING
WELL DONE
This poem
In
DANGER
of being
OVERCOOKED
SERVED

Seconds passed unnoticed
minutes seemed like hours

Hours were longer than days
days never seemed to amaze

Nights always feared most
weeks combined flew by

Months were very slow years
& the years were forever gone

This pretty much sums up
my confused childhood

Gray skies filled with clouds
unfamiliar hidden sunshine

Hungry for unacquainted love
starving for good attention  

But all these conclusions
weren't known back then

Nor were they made quick
however Im glad for them

True signs through life
that finally I've become a man

Time tells all tales needed
but time never gaurantees

Time invested in yourself
may determine being free

Time we cannot get back
nor can we ever create more

But that doesn't mean for one second we can't invest it

To fix times we weren't ourselves in an effort to grow

"TO BECOME WITH TIME, WHO IT IS, WE TRULY DESIRE TO BE"

"TIME ISN'T JUST A MEASUREMENT BUT ALSO A LOST LOVE"

Hide and seek
the NARCISSIST
inside
PEEK A BOO
said YOU
to him
SEEN
Magic trick
you’re
GONE
My brain
Rubik’s Cube
DISARRAY
Left alone
INSECURE
and
SCARED
Hurt
my Angel
GAVE-UP
Lost
Well that was
THEN
The
NARCISSIST
is stuck with
YOU
Trapped in the
PAST
Battle
WON
Without
YOU

Wakeup 
while your awake 
lately on the feet 
seems like 
sleeping 
concrete jungles 
glass lined beaches 
but hey 
they look nice
fake 
feels 
real
faded reality 
now 
truth
hold on
gravity keeping us all
GrOuNdEd
NO TIME 
for timeouts
seconds dissolve 
minutes disappear 
hours we grasp on
         !02:00!
Off goes the alarm 
while i was awake                 L
SL33PING                             L
       FOLLOWING THE     U
             GrAvItAtIoNaL P
Pounding this 
    Quicksand 
planned 
out
with 
the 
E
X
A
C
TIME
         V      
       S  O  L  V   E
              L  
                 E

LOVE 
 behold we hold  theeeee
air 
Whether
 WARM OR cold
    TAKE THE STEPS 
    necessary 
              to take less steps 
and quit getting 
    STEPPED-ON
earn the learn 
and LIVE     ----------------
                            ON
                             ⬆️
                             ⬆️
                             ⬆️
                            ON
                      ----------------
AND CREATE 
an OFF'LESS
Switch
but not a 
LIFELESS
Switch
    DiTcH tHe PrEdEtErMiNeD
        PATHS
     Take steps of
                 YOUR OWN

Heartbreak is unisex and one size fits all. I’m ready for a new wardrobe!

Change inevitable
adapt and own it
Create reality
from perception
transform yourself daily
grow in every variable possible
a centimeter further
is as good as a mile
advancement is key
regardless the hurdles
life could always be better
so strive to be better
change inevitable
so adopt it and nurture it
raise it to become
something and someone
stronger the longer you live
the more you should give
in every variable possible
love, pain, weakness, strength
an ounce more
is as good as a gallon
baby steps
gives us distance
separating us
from our demons
so CELEBRATE the little things
knowing the happiness they bring us might be the DIFFERENCE in making us
a BETTER person
be forgiving knowing
no one is perfect nor deserves the pressure of feeling they have to be in a world that strives based on DIFFERENCES we all don’t need to be the SAME, lame that would be to think you should live up to my expectations rather than your OWN
for yourself, life is an infinite amount of battles until death we won’t know who won the war unless we quit fighting before our time comes , refusing to move a centimeter or give an ounce , no hope at that point , waste of space , give-up
LOSE, I’ll keep crawling, struggling, moving, getting back up, fighting, regardless the obstacles I’m going to try to
WIN, I suggest you do the SAME