You must first imagine death
in all of its gruesome details
to better focus on the living.

But unfortunately, death no longer looks so gruesome.
It has lost its detail, just as the living have lost their focus.

So...What to do with this Limbo...

Watch, and imagine the living from afar,
while gambling with depravity.

Saving that last bit of sanity
for the most sane decision I will have made in my
very
short
life

I'm still sleeping.
Clinging onto a dream,
Ignoring the open seams.
Bright red apples,
Seem so subtle.
I refuse to wake up,
But it's time to be up.
I need to let this dream go,
and stop finding hope.
It flew ages ago,
Yet I'm still not letting go.

Do you know your eyes glow like sunflowers?
Golden under the sunlight,
A reflection of your heart of gold.
Do you know your smile is as warm as sunsets?
Marigold hues,
Chased away the blues.

Oh dear marigold girl,
Don't be disheartened.
Your warmth that is neverending,
Melts the ice in this world.
So dear marigold girl.
Don't stop loving,
because this world needs it most.

I keep dreaming about you .....

I can't stop thinking about you...

I Miss You this is so hard

I went from seeing you everyday

Too not seeing you everyday

I want to see you all the time

Why does missing someone hurt so much that is still here hurts so bad.

I am
Everything
I am

I am
Everything
I want to be

I am Me
Therefore
I am the Truth

In the search of myself, I lost myself

Sing a Song of Christmas

Snowman and music in the air
buttons on tummy does he wear
Hear Christmas angels sing...
joy to us they bring