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Dec 2022 · 151
Solitude
J Nightingale Dec 2022
Why do I live such a solitude life
No one caring
Doing everything for everyone elsw
You give so much
But receive vastly less
You try your hardest but you fail
I'm just a failure to make that loved one happy
To see her love so much at the begining
Just for it to dwindle like a flame
The passion we once had flickers by the day
Because she no longer wants
Just to find out you hate yourself more and more
Day by day
Because you blame yourself for her not wanting
What did I do wrong
What can I do better for her
But I guess the promise we once made
No longer matters
In her eyes.
Or so it seems.
Jul 2022 · 118
Little Time
J Nightingale Jul 2022
So little time
But so profoundly amazing
Within your comfort is a saving grace
And always to be embraced
For with every second I spend with you
They will be cherished for eternity

With such radiant beauty is breathtaking
You take my breath away everytime you enter a room.
Spending time with you is like a dream
For this dream, I would spend forever dreaming.

For what she grants to me
Her warming touch of grace
My lustful desire unending
And finally my happiness which was thought lost. long ago.
Nov 2021 · 138
Her voice.
J Nightingale Nov 2021
A voice so gentle
A voice so charming
A voice to touch the souls of others
A voice to even rival the divine, as the cherubs dance to the mere sound.

As a voice like yours harmonises with a symphony
It takes many to be as perfect in tone
As beauty radiates off your voice
Even the angels weep before you
As everyone succumbs to desire.
Nov 2021 · 2.2k
Obsession
J Nightingale Nov 2021
Obsession posses as love or is love amplified
For love is complicated beyond belief
Seeking to posses as one loves so whole heartedly
Wanting too protect them from harm
Obsession is a disease. No. An infection
As I love more, the more it deepens and takes root
For as the roots of evil are planted
Hidden from me, but seen by all
Becoming the very thing I hate

As men gather for her attention
My envy runs rampant, by their mere sight
And as my teeth seethe with grief knowing how good I am not
For she is radiance incarnate, and I cannot help but pursue.
For I have a crush.
No.
I'm obsessed.
J Nightingale Jul 2021
A heart so broken
A heart so open, like a wound festering
Deeper and deeper
seethng with pain
Tormented by the memories that keep you together
To forget would shatter the image and heal the pain
But to forget would be abandoning myself.

Everday without you is anguish i would not wish on anyone
An anguish so bad, I have to make numb
A numbness I need to survive.

Wishing I could feel your warm touch once again
To feel those Pale red lips against mine
To have what I once had, the compasionate, intimate love.

I love you and I always will, to **** that love would be to **** me
My love will forever burn bright, never to go out.
Dec 2020 · 172
A Feeling
J Nightingale Dec 2020
A feeling so pure
A feeling so amazing
This is a feeling we all crave
To have it, is to be unimaginably lucky.

The feeling that we all call love
The one worthy of going to the depths of hell for
For it is the light at the end.

To feel cherished
To be loved unconditionally without faulter
To know you have the one you seek. No matter what.
Jul 2020 · 106
Seeing You.
J Nightingale Jul 2020
My heart trembles when walking up to you.
Fluttering as if it were a butterfly.
Rapidly beating to the sound of your voice.
Syncing in harmony to my heart.

You are as radiant as the first day i saw you.
With skin so fair.
With a smile to bring beauty to the world.
Hair, vibrant and lively as your personality.

You sweep yourself through the crowds with such poise.
Making the people around you, intoxicated with your presence.
You have the world at your feet, enthralled.
Jun 2020 · 113
My Love.
J Nightingale Jun 2020
As women walk by, you stay when others run away
You ran towards me
The radiant light standing above all, as others flicker
You tower among them with your divinity

As you flick your hair flowing through the winds of time
Your vibrant hair radiates with elegance and beauty.

I cave to your every desire
because when I feel the presssence of your grace
I have already reached enlightenment
I wrote this a while back, I just updated it a little. This is about someone I have loved since the day I met her. And this is just a little tribute to that special person.
May 2020 · 107
Open Wound
J Nightingale May 2020
As dark as the abyss
Shedding no light
Only the sounds of the unbearable
As this buried axe deepens
Seething only pain
As this wound widens
This is hell
The illusion created by my own fragmented mind
As the internal wound worsens
Only wanting to be freed.
Mar 2020 · 111
Hope.
J Nightingale Mar 2020
You are the light to my darkness
The blinding light in the dark nights
But you are the key to my cage
Once the envy runs within, the beast is unleashed.

You are the rose to my thorn
You may sting but you are irresistible to touch
All is worth in the presence of great beauty.

You are the goddess of my creation
The one who brings forth the light within
The peircing light that shall engulf the darkness
The one to bring me back from the edge.
Mar 2020 · 104
The One.
J Nightingale Mar 2020
A million stars up in the sky
One shines brighter I cannot deny
A love so precious, a love so true
The love that comes from me to you
The angels sing when you are near
Within your arms I have nothing to fear.

You always know just what to say
Just talking to you makes my day
I love you honey with all my heart
Together forever, never to part.
Nov 2019 · 133
Life
J Nightingale Nov 2019
We blossom as well as we wither
Blooming in the summer while decaying in winter
The warmth of the sun and as cold as ice
This is what frees us from the shackles of this plane.

This illusion created from within
Torments as we were in hell
Ravaged by a perpetual battle with the mind
Trapped in a cage of my own design.

Their is only freedom when one entinguishes the flame
The divine flame that we were given
And so peace sets in
This is true freedom. Released from the cage.
Jul 2019 · 219
Girl
J Nightingale Jul 2019
Once I saw a girl, she was as blinding as an angel
her passion too hot for any man to bare
she had the temper as ferocious as a beast
but hidden behind so much divinity
The twinkle within her eye were the stars in the night sky
it was like a canvas but this was her painting....her design.

Her smile would create life its self
gleaming within the souls of the many
she was the embodiment of the divine
she was as perfect as a goddess.

weak but powerful, frail yet so strong
men bow before the hallowed ground she walks upon
she wreaks havoc upon those who harm
but those she cares for are cherished in her everlasting presence
and so the white veil is lifted.
Jul 2019 · 223
Pheonix
J Nightingale Jul 2019
born from ashes
Risen from the flames
as the embers scorch within
we shall be reborn anew

as the flames cleansed us of our sins
we shall give life to hope
as despair extinguishes
joy shall rise once again.
Jul 2019 · 479
Sacred Love
J Nightingale Jul 2019
I am the shimmering angel within the deep abyss
But whoever would sin against you
I shall smite the enemies for they are the demons within the abyss
They shall burn with such divine light
For the blinding light comes from within
The only power in the world that can stop these demons. Love.

Love is as sacred as god
Love is what makes us run....what drives us
This light shall rage rampant on these ungodly creatures
And so shall these demons be banished from this godly realm
And cleansed of their sins
This is the beauty of love.

Love inspires bravery, heroism for the ones they love
Love hurts as deep as the abyss
But with love comes hope
And hope will brighten the day for all
And so shall the light be freed from the entangling darkness.

— The End —