The lack of sound creates
a pressure on my body
my skin, my flesh,
it doesn't exist
my bones are silently fading
as my soul has less and less space
to stay

I don't move
the world is floating around me
but I'm chained to the ground
they don't make a sound
I'm powerless

I'm laying down
letting the void devour all
I look at the light
from the tiny lamp
but I can feel how silent it is

Do I exist?
Did I even exist at all?
I could make a sound
but I couldn't hear a thing
I'm shouting in my mind
hoping for an echo

running
out
of

Yov've lost my respect
I would have
Died for you
And come back

I would have
Walked trough hell
Living and buried
To see your light again

I wasn't scared
Of the universe
I was shouting
From the top of my lungs

But you chose fear
Over me
My throat hurts now
And you left your lips covered

It's been a while
Since I came here
It's been a while
Since I thought about you

If flowers are supposed to bloom
Why have I always been dead
If love is supposed to last forever
Why am I all alone

I remember the night
You became my best friend
The night I always want to remember

Fighting my tears
Drowning by the pain
But you held my hand all along

Told me you're here
Told me that I'm the most important
And nothing could make that change

Thank you for all of it
Because you're the one who
Gave me a reason to go forward

Thank you for
Being who you are
And always being there

Thank you, Me
For fighting by my side
Despite how much I've hurt you

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a hole in my soul
craving a piece
on this earth
longing to my own hell

keeping me from bleeding
there's more love than blood
it drowns all
everything i touch

holding me
it's only us
i breathe you in
and i sink

not sealing
it's expanding
i'm drowning
so softly

ready to leave
finally understood
i see the deep
nothing left to hold me here

falling apart
turning to ashes
i'll hold you in
until it's over

You told me you admire how confident I was about who I am
And you wished you could be so strong

Little did you know that inside
I'm just a little girl with tears in her eyes
Begging you not to leave me alone

Hiding behind a sarcastic smile