You’re still a mystery to me
Should I waste my energy to solve you?

people in their wholeness
can only be understood.

not explained.

I want to live my days in
marathons
& coffee shops

I want to live in an
old 70´s music,
drugs,
*** & alcohol vibe

I want a love so
strong
it makes me
remember and
forget it all
at the same
time

I want to know myself
before anyone claims
me

alone
not too far away from home
you lay on the floor
unfocused

FEEL
the air go through
nose and lungs
slowly

LISTEN to
the air leaving your body
and the room’s quiet
noice

Inhale
Exhale
Freedom

Snap into a reality of
Calm troubles and
Meaningful problems
Cured from your own
Mental prison and
Unreasonable madness

I’m like this
But I only find them like that
Because if I go for those like this
It might be too much of this
And none of that

Then I want more of this
Because I get tired of that

they stay longer
than they go

they’ll always come
and might never go

so as their stay is
inevitable
choose them wisely

i rather stress about
keeping a family strong
than not having one at all

Probably in some
Place
I won’t remember

Happiness

High expectations