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  Jul 2018 Tess
Chloe
i can't stop crying

i don't even know why

but the tears fall for an hour

and then they dry

and then i'm waiting

til it happens again

til i'm flooded with this feeling

of my mindstate caving in
Tess Jul 2018
The demons in my head
They're mine
Mine to fight

I don't need your help
You don't understand
You never will

The demons
They're multiplying day by day
And growing stronger

They're slowly eating my soul
Until I have none left
They're destroying my feelings

They're going to take over me one day
But until then,
I'm going to keep fighting

Fighting until they're out of my head
And somewhere else instead
There are demons in my head and I have no control over them.
  Jul 2018 Tess
salted caramel
Too tired of living in a world full of comparison.
Too tired of having to do what others tell me.
Too tired of having to compromise with everyone needs.
Too tired of having to listen to people telling me I'm not good enough.
Too tired of being threatened.
Too tired to keep explaining myself.
Too tired of people who like to define my success.

Time to put a stop to these.

I don't live to be a follower, I live to be a leader of my own.
I lead my life.
I create my path.
I make my choices
I face the consequences for the choices I made.
I define my success.
I define what is a happy and fulfilling life.

If I want the peak of the mountain, I will find my way to get there even if I have to fall a thousand times at the beginning.
No one will ever be able to stop me anymore because I am going to break the rules.
I'm going to set my own rules.
Tess Jul 2018
You are brighter than the stars
The sun, even

And I won't let anybody take away that brightness from you
Not even him

In this battle
Against you and him,
I'm on your side

I'm rooting for you
I will always be rooting for you

I'm angry
At him

For taking you away
Away from everything

But I know now,
That in this battle
There will only be one winner
And I'm sure it will be you
For Logun Alexander Johnson and his battle against 'him'
Tess Jul 2018
Sometimes I feel nothing, and other times I feel everything.
There is no in between.
I struggle with extreme mood swings. And right now, I'm having a depressing episode.
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