Sometimes I feel nothing, and other times I feel everything.
There is no in between.

Nights are special to me
Because they understand me

We relate,
The night and I

We are both dark
We are both loved by some and hated by some

We come and go everyday
And some miss us
But others don't

Some wait for us
But some wish we were never created

Some are afraid of us
While others seem to never stop loving us

It's these traits that keep the bond of the night and myself strong

And tonight I'm going towards him
Towards the night.
To be surrounded by his darkness forever.
To be alone with him, is all I want.

People say that they hate saying goodbye. So isn't the better way to never say hello?

My pillow
An inanimate object
Yet

He knows more secrets than my best friend
He has seen me in states that no one else has

He holds my secrets
He is soaked with my tears
My screams are held within him

He understands me in a way no one else will
He listens to my endless cries
He never complains

He is ready to hold me
When I'm tired and ready to switch off

My pillow is one who loves me
Endlessly and without complain

I'm a young girl with her entire life still ahead of her
But it's my moods that are holding me back

One day I'm on top of the world and the next day I'm at the bottom of the ocean

Nobody understands this
They think I'm just another spoilt kid from the city

But I'm not and I just want to make them understand
Just for once in my while entire life,
I just want someone to understand me

Just for once

I'm losing my mind
Slowly,
I don't know what's real anymore

Who are you?
Who am I?
Where am I?

Will I ever be back to normal again?
I don't understand myself
So I don't expect you to either

I wish I could find my senses
And be normal again
So I don't hurt myself
Because I want to feel something

I've lost everything
I don't know what to live for anymore
I'm done. So goodbye.

The world is falling apart
In front of our eyes
We are watching
We see It all

Yet we don't mind
We give more importance
To finding life on other planets
When the life here is about to end.