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Georgia parry Jul 2018
Antihistamines antidepressants and paracetamol
Tanned skin white skin unexplainable
Falling and flying now one and the same
Who knew about the summer rain
Lying here you confirm my fear
I love you more than life itself my dear
I’d hate for you to up and leave
But I couldn’t fill your wildest dreams
Your wishing for another I know
She may act like me but she won’t
She’d do the things I do not do
She’d love you different to how I do
But she’d never look at you the way I do
She wouldn’t fall in love with your smile like me
She wouldn’t kiss you before you sleep
Or when her insomnia woke her
Or when her anxiety got her
But I do
I do because you mean everything to me
I do because your my remedy
I do because maybe I’m not scared of being in love with you anymore
I’m in love with the idea and thought of you
The being and existence of you
I’m in love with you
I literally wrote this today,
Thank you for reading x
  Jul 2018 Georgia parry
letha fay
she’s the girl
that’ll give you a smile
as she goes to twirl.
you wish she’d stay awhile.

the one who has perfect grades.
she doesn’t even have to try.
you see her going far for decades.
and to you it’s not a lie.

lots of people that care about her.
she has friends all around.
a girl they’d all prefer,
never to be seen down.

but away from what you see,
she’s busy adding a new scar.
is that who you’d want to be?
a mind so dark,
not even a single star.

they don’t know
what it’s like not to cry.
yet feeling so low,
she just wants to say goodbye.

i am her.
that is me.
but i am okay.
all because you don’t see,
behind my ways,
my strategy.

a.b.
Georgia parry Jul 2018
Hearts take months too fix and minuets too break
Of course I’ll miss her soft warm lips, but how could you understand that even still she does not long for me
I just love for her I want for her mouth on my neck
But alas she turned me away
And from the girl who wouldn’t dare
How could you understand
That although my heart is broken
I cannot feel nor care
I wrote this in like 2014 so enjoy something I haven’t seen myself in around 3/4 years
Georgia parry Jul 2018
I can remember wanting love, wanting to love somebody and them be as in love with me for my ground to move underneath their feet and their world turn with me
I remember wanting simplicity and the quietness among the madness and
I can remember being in love the gleam and the glow the battles and breaths I can remember being held and not wanting to let go
I can remember the aftermath, and every heartbeat in between the breaks,
I can remember loosing my best friend and my world in a day and I remember how alone I felt
I can remember how I forgot your touch
I left
I got on a train and I’ve never got back on to go back too you and I’ve not walked up that hill to hers I’ve gone past his street but never through my heart and eyes are sensitive too all of you, I can see you, just not where we were alone or when because I’m scared of falling back in love because I do
I can remember everything that made me fall in love with everyone I’ve ever fell in love with, but I can remember why it didn’t work and why it ended
Half of it on account of me half on you,
But I fall in love too easily and I’m scared because I love you
I do
I genuinely feel love towards you but my heart breaks and mends quite quickly nowadays and it’s sorta killing me cause I can fill the cracks with other people
Like some weird glue
I’m currently in love with you
So everything to me about you is still unreal
But my love for you is real
I believe that we can make it work
We just gotta realise that we work
-/- death is painless -/-
Georgia parry Jun 2018
“I’m just so depressed” and that’s all I could tell him I wanted to tell him that I was fine that I’m not fully broken but I feel oh so nearly done I’m already so hollow my insides don’t feel the need to carry on my minds only okay when it’s gone and my eyes just can’t stop flooding I need to find a way to cope because I’ve never felt so alone and I know you’d do anything for me and I’m sorry that there’s nothing you can do I’m just done I’m so ******* sorry but I actually cannot keep it together anymore and I’m literally breaking with every moment I’m awake I feel the need to not bother because everything’s becoming more and more pointless every day and I’m not sure how much more I can take cause I’ve been falling apart for so long that I can’t remember how to feel complete anymore, I can’t remember what my life was before depression and I can’t remember a time I wasn’t bullied or abused, born a fighter and a light for others and I’m slowly genuinely feeling the flame disappear I can just feel myself loosing myself I don’t know me anymore it’s like I’ve just become someone I’m not in such a different way, I’m the same and more normal than I’ve ever been yet at the same time I’m so lost I just don’t know what to do about anything anymore I’m forgetting everything that made me me and it’s just slowly slipping through my grasp I ******* hate change and I feel myself changing every day it hurts cause I used to care and love everything now I hate mostly everything there is little I cherish and much I now despise and I hate it I hate how I hate and it’s becoming so hard to bear...
Georgia parry Jun 2018
A thing people should know about my work: I can start a piece about one thing sounding one way and by the end of it you forgot what you were reading about because my words make you confused yet they make sense see I read my work and I know what I was thinking when I wrote it but other people just see a mess of a paragraph using words that don’t mesh together or things that shouldn’t be put together but to me they work, I could describe to you the way I see the sky, but you’d never see the same sky, my words will tug at heartstrings maybe a word or two will send you on your own set of emotions but every word meant something
And that’s what you need to know
I may dramatically show it
Using words I can barely spell and my fingers shaking I’ll type and I’ll make it sound worse than it is
But that’s how I see it
I spend hours watching rain, see it coming from miles away the clouds which fade from a bright white to a dark grey and I watch as they break
As they pour down upon the city’s and streets as the mountains pierce them they crumble and turn into rocks
But somehow city’s and mountains stand
Rain can’t wash the concrete and stone away
I haven’t
I’m from a town, no big city’s near, I live away from the mountains and next to the coast, so truth be told I’ve grown up watching the sea
In a town where everyone knows everyone and news can travel fast
When a person gets stabbed you know in the next 3 days
When a kid goes wrong it’s apparent to all the families that live around
But still
To me this place is a city
Idk what this is about make of it what you want? Thanks
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