Akshay

Akshay Jul 2020

You wouldn't know,
How much love I'm holding in my heart for you,
And I'll never show,
Cause I know I'm not made for you,
Though when I feel alone,
It's only you that I want to turn to.

You've gotta let them go.

#love #poem #notenough

Akshay May 2020

What goes?

Is it my heart, or is it my mind?
I know you're not mine,
But it still wants to fight,
Clouded thoughts,
Which gather in my head,
They block me from choosing,
From what's wrong and what's right.

There isn't a tiny bit of hope.

#lovepoetry #mind #heart

Akshay May 2020

Why

Why do we live
If not for love
Why do we give
If not for love
Why do we dream
When we're in love
Why don't you leave
If you no longer love

#poem #hurts

Akshay Apr 2020

Untitled

Hiding the truth
I drift away,
Holding my soul
Keeping me distant,
Same old reason
Please be gone,
I can't move on.

Hit another dead end

Akshay Apr 2020

Desires

I might not be able to tell you,
that how much I love you really,
And it saddens me to even think,
that you,
could just walk away from me,
and you,
Wouldn't even bother to turn and look back,
But know this,
when you do carry on with your life, forgetting about me,
you will be taking my heart away with you,
These are silly words which you might not ever hear,
And I might have to take it to grave with me

It's rather hard to know that you're not gonna say some things to the one you love, because it might mean an end of everything.

#love #poetry

Akshay Apr 2020

Avoiding

I think we're so afraid of breaking
each others' hearts,
That we can't even start a conversation
in the first place.

That is unbelievably painful.

It's cruel how this world has turned out to be, is it our ego or the fear that we'll be breaking our hearts eventually?

#poetry #love #avoid

Akshay Mar 2020

What's scary.

Do you know what's so **** scary?
Not knowing how long the next person you try to love, is going to take to break your heart.

Inevitable truth?

#scared #love #poem