Maybe I always try to reach out because
I still have a thread of hope that you’ll be there.
And that you’ve changed.
But your not.
And you don’t.
And I don’t think you ever will.

You aren't here anymore
and it's tearing me apart.
You were the one who showed me my wings,
you gave me reasons to keep going.
You told me to keep writing.
So I will write for you.
Thank you
for showing me that I am worth saving.

I did not say goodbye because I do not love you.
I love you more than I love myself.
I said goodbye because you did not see that I made myself into the moon, so you could shine as the sun and I'd...
just be your shadow.
But I am the sun.
And you are the moon.
It is time for me to shine.

I can't sleep
Everytime I remember your words
They snap and recoil
And hurt me awake
Next time when someone
Promises me forever
I'll just smile
Look them in the eyes and ask
How long is forever to you.

I think of you as the sun.
Brightly shining down on my world.
Giving me what I so desire.
But then there comes a time where you disappear.
And I get cold.
I get scared of the dark and cry until I see you appear again.
I crave your attention
Long for your touch,
I am addicted to the way you feel.
You are the sun.
And I am a flower.