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 Apr 2018 Jackie Mead
King Key
My heart sometimes hurt.
I'm not truly sure if I understand my worth.
I love first,
i grind when I work  & yet
My heart sometimes Hurt.
what am I doing wrong
why don't me and the ones I love get along.
I'm alone
terrible memories haunt my brain
  I question if I'll ever be the same
friends come and go I don't remember names
but what I know for sure is
My heart sometimes hurt
that I don't understand my worth
I've always felt like nothing even at birth.
I shout I scream
I might even curse
To hell with every disappointment beyond this earth.
try to belittle me you won't enjoy this pain  
a year from now I won't be the same
Courage and strength  
the most powerful thing I gained
helped me realized I'm in the wrong  lane.
I'm over hear your over there
I chase success
I strive to be the best
I do it to be free
I do it to be me
and while I put myself first I always think the worst and remember ......
my heart sometimes hurt....and I don't know my worth.
I was the fish
This fat fish who was
Floundering about in ocean
Met another fish
Only he's a eel
I reeled into him
Now hooked to his emotions
I was this sour bait
 Apr 2018 Jackie Mead
Anderson M
We could love and be kind
With no strings attached.
save for the heartstrings.
Mixi, I love you.
I burn for you
Whoever said
Love and ***
Are not ex
changes
Is in denial
And so lied

I can't believe I believed it
Again, when the rest were as cold as ice
My soul is only measured in
Motions that my heart can supply

For you I fell
Now hell
Once more
Has found
Its sneaky
Way home

My knees drop
For the carpet
Meteors
Racing for
The ground
To put me
In my place
Tongue inside
Your leaking
Body just
For the smell
And the taste
I drink you
I please you
Can't help but
Crave your most
Sacred of
Sacred space
I move you
And through you
My soul finds
A sacred way
A secret way
For only
You reserved
For your come
On my face
And in me
Down my throat
In hopes that
I'll swallow
Part of your soul
From your body
Then take it
Into mine
Then in your
Fluids find
What it means
Truly to
Be human
It binds me
It binds me

You hesitate
You turn away
Choose to live
In your fear
You wallow
I follow
All my loves
Treated me
Like *****
Water trash
But I refuse
To treat you
All the same
I find that
The truth is
If you treat
Me like I'm
Beautiful
Then I'll be
Beautiful
If you treat
Me like I'm
Delicious
Then I'll be

For years you
May have met
Me halfway
Now I lie
Awake at night
Now I stand
Asleep in day
Wishing you
Would have tried

I can't believe I believed it
Again, when the rest were as cold as ice
The soul is only measured in
Motions that the heart can supply

Every year
You moved less
Til you let
Your passion
For me die

And never felt it
make a run to  st patrick's
put a dollar in the church box
light a votive candle

dreams stay with you
like a lovers voice calling
from across a crowded street

or an old friend that never leaves

in the darkest night
every bar stool is a wish
every robin sings a prayer
every drop of water sells a dream.

a pond or a puddle
add a thousand tears
spill a river into an ocean

in an outstretched hand I put a dollar.
he shoves it into his pocket.

the drop of water
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