so many humans, so different, but so similar
incomplete
questions, no answers, to few things
pain
fading, always the same, dead

just sitting in my room
with no one around
as if i would care
as if i could escape my doom
don't even have problems
they could get solved...

love is like a fire
burning in my chest
she's beautiful, getting me higher
but insecurities are like the pest
and jealousy like the oil
now it's burning everywhere
and i can't hide anywhere

i'm high as ****
i got her, that's my luck
i don't care
she got them hair
where?
maybe i'll die soon
but now i'm more alive than ever
i love her moon
i want her to go never

pain
i'm jealous
tell me your advice
whisper it
in my ears
i can't
can't take it
empty
no
not at all
full of pain
can't concentrate
feel hated
burning
my mind
my thoughts
my body
am i missing?
missing something?
can't remember
it's gone
i'm sick
sick of life
sick of pain
sick of thoughts
sick of humans
can't care anymore
killed me
wrong
never lived
but i've never been dead
fading
or stronger?
never safe
deep down
never came out of this cave
does it end?

would it be worth for you to life forever

is nothing nothing
nothing is something
and even if this is real
it is still so fake
****

we always wanna have solutions
we always need an answer
we always need a reason

now
just forget
don’t ask yourself anymore
you will fly
get higher than you ever were
or you drown
get as deep down as possible
it’s intense
you will be living
you will enjoy the moment
without asking
what’s next

but the moment
it won’t last long
cause you will ask again