my words
begging to be uttered
will forever be
left unsaid

my apologies
for my mistakes
will never have the chance
to be forgiven

my utmost gratitude
for meeting one like you
will certainly be
unexpressed

my request
for you to stay
will now be
just another plea

my wish
though unrevealed
will always want
to soon be granted

& my love
for you and you only
will always remain
unconfessed

we had the chance:
to talk to each other
to explain what happened
to understand things

& I had the chance:
to find a way
to ask questions
to tell you how much you meant

the last two months
and five days
were spent not talking to you

in those days
there would've been
countless moments
turned to wonderful memories

we've had more than
two years with each other
and almost half of it
was spent ignoring
but never not missing the other

you're farther away now

and i'm actually afraid:
of the uncertainty
of where we'll be years from now
of how things will turn out

but there's no other way to find out than live this life & wait

hopefully
after long years
(and who knows how long),
we'll see each other again

& despite the changes
that'll happen
to each of us,
hopefully,
it'll only lead us
to becoming better
& ready
for whatever it is
that is still yet to come

by that time
may we face life
and conquer it together

& if the time comes
that we'll once again
need to part,
may the time
we've shared together
give each other
more reasons to return

until one day
these reasons will be enough
for us never to leave
each other's side

a couple of times
you've made me so happy
i've thought that:
"no matter what happens,
i wont ever regret us",
not even with this
intense pain
that i'm feeling right now

i'd love to believe
the universe will soon
let us be together
at the right time
in the right place
with every bit of us
being nothing but
right for each other