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 Mar 2014 ---
Kagami
Crossroads
 Mar 2014 ---
Kagami
My demon lies,
Crumbling mind, speaking incoherently.
Did you make the right choice. A girl
Sees what needs to be, what wants to be.

And yet, we drift. A silent voice that once lulled me to sleep,
Pushes me away,
A violent shove at my center most light.
A distant voice tells me it no longer trusts.

I am an echo. I can not do what has not been done,
My voice no longer works when I do not listen in return.
There is no music to
Listen to. Only the whistling silence of the wind.

The windows block that out. Windows to the soul
Have shutters that block the paintings on the walls
From the outside world.
Never to be seen by human eyes, even the resident.

Lost is the hottest fashion, these days.
Did you hear?
Independence is taken too far, and isolation
Replaces whatever played peaceful music in the past.

Somehow, the soldiers march to nonexistent drums and
No one utters a word, for fear
That they will be executed.

"You, dear, are too cautious. You need to let me in."
 Mar 2014 ---
Jindomess
Crime sene
 Mar 2014 ---
Jindomess
Another body being brought to the morgue
Nobody can find a cause for death
Medics are out of breath
Taking the bodies out one by one
What they don't know is the killing has only just begun
I am here watching all of this
Feeling a sensation of of bliss
Watching this happen through the crowd
I am feeling pretty proud
I'll see you next time
When I commit my next crime
 Mar 2014 ---
Di
shh my baby sister
 Mar 2014 ---
Di
Hush, little baby, don't you cry,
Don't you hide away in the night,
I know Daddy screams,
And Momma too,
But I will be right here for you.

It'll end soon,
I promise that,
So please, please,
Don't touch that knife.
 Mar 2014 ---
Kagami
I am being watched from every angle.
I don't know what to do and I am scared.
I want to be left alone.
Not helpless and afraid, no,
Just step back!
I don't need to go, I don't want to go,
Stop reading the words I write specifically to escape from
The world you brought me into!

Just stop....
I'm going back to notebooks. I am sick and tired of this. Mom? This is aimed at you. Thank you for taking one of the only places I can be heard without you eavesdropping. What more do you want?
 Mar 2014 ---
Kagami
I need to say something.
I feel it pulling itself up my throat and
Through my lips, but it has been nothing
But my breath since I first thought of it.

I have no tolerance for anything,
Anxiety and impatience are taking over
And I know that no one will accommodate for me,
But I need to fix this somehow.
 Mar 2014 ---
Kagami
Hunger
 Mar 2014 ---
Kagami
A lack, thereof. A growl, but
No craving. And an unquenchable thirst
For anything from him.
The ocean that is his eyes and
My love for him. A sweet and salty endeavor,
But satisfying.

A stab to the demon attempting to
******* lips.
 Mar 2014 ---
Kagami
Help me...
 Mar 2014 ---
Kagami
I have one last request. **** me.
Help me run away. Anything.
I sit here in agonizing pain as
I press my frozen fingertips
Into my burning eyes,
Trying,
Fighting,
Murdering every tear that threatens to escape.
I feel chilled across every expanse of my skin and
I wait for the end that I have wanted for so long.
 Mar 2014 ---
Kagami
I've Tried
 Mar 2014 ---
Kagami
I can not deal with this much longer.
They are trying to help, but it's worse, I am isolated, I am scared.
My worst fear is coming to life.
If I go, it is going to get worse. I promise that. It will get worse.
I have tried to heal, and every time I try, they notice, and they
Make everything worse. It is worse, I will repeat it because it is true.
Just stop. Please.
I can not deal with this much longer.
 Feb 2014 ---
Kagami
If it was known before that I have done what I have done,
I still would not be here. Any sooner, I would be gone, and later and I would have fallen apart more than I am now.
Please just leave me be.
I don't want to leave, but I want to go.
And it is all your fault.
My mom found out that I hurt myself yesterday. I just want her to leave me alone... Is that too much to ask? She caused this! Her and the rest of the people that judge me, don't understand me. I feel used, I am a puppet. This is exactly ******* why I did what I did in the first place! I need my own life!
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