Staring
at blank walls
Wondering
Why the colors gone
I've been lost
In my mind
To escape
The outside

The evil
I have seen
Has all but
devoured me
My only
Refuge
Is the love I've found in you

The river asked for a kiss
I wanted to see if I could fly
The knife fell in love with my skin
My heart wants to stop so I'll die

The pills made me feel so good
The liquor made glad
The smokes make my heart dance
I can't remember where I'm at

Woke up with some guy
I'd never even met
He said he loved me
I had been the best one yet

This is not the life
Not the life I dreamed
I am so dissapointed
I am ashamed of me

Look at who i am
The monster I've become
Letting my life go
I want another one
I can't let go
Can't slip thru the gates
Doesn't matter if I feel like giving up my place
Here I will stay
Fighting till my day comes
that the Lord takes my soul
I wanna look nice
When such a day comes

The fire burned in all the right ways
The rope bruised my throat
The bridge is over a river of concrete
Wonder if I can float

Left a note by my mothers bedside
Clear for her to see
By the time she reads it
Angels will have taken me

I close my eyes
Count to three
The gun is to my forehead
Trigger finger ready
My brother runs in
Before I pull
Instead of yelling
He pulls me close

"I love you" he says
Again and Again
"You can't leave me,not yet"

I look around
And I smile
My goodbye letters
on the ground
I've got no more tears to shed
I'll be ok in the end

Tryna smile
trying to hide
can't let them see
what i keep inside

act like im ok
Nothings wrong
I can't say
So I Just move on

Slowly its killing me, tearing me down
Trying to scream but i can't make a sound
stabbed in the back
They all turned the knife
Got open open wounds
But I'll be alright

If I go down
They'll know they win
They won't hurt me now
Never again

They said they cared
They said I mattered
In the end
My heart was shattered

I didn't give them
what they so desperately desired
So they let me go

I could barley stand
On my own two feet
What made me think
He'd forever carry me?

If I can help it
I refuse to feel that pain
Fall blindly in love?
Never. Again.

I hide
I run
Hitting brick walls
Everywhere I turn
I Try
to stop time
But can you escape your own mind?

It's crazy
I'm breaking
Slowing
fading
Away
Wear a smile
So they can't see
Wear a mask
Hide all my insecurities

I hide
I run
But I'm hitting brick walls
Everywhere I turn
I try
To stop time
Get to a better place
But tell me
How do you escape your own mind?

I'm scared
I'm crying
Can no one see
I'm breaking inside
Who will save me
From the darkness
That dwells in my own mind?

Let me lean against your chest
and listen to your heart
let me cry out all my feelings
and take away the hurt
as I slowly go crazy
come closer to me
and sing something I need to hear....

I want you to sing to me
and say
im your one
and
only
that you'll never let me go
and ask
"How many times can I say I love you?"

Sing me a song
That'll put me to sleep at night
That'll be my comfort
When your not holding me tight
Please,baby, please
Just for tonight
Sing me a song
Sing....me....a song

Let the lyrics
Flow over me
my blanket
When I'm
Shivering
I want your voice to ring in my head
Reminding me you love me
Over and over again

I want you to sing to me
and say
im your one
and
only
that you'll never let me go
and ask
"How many times can I say I love you?"

Sing me a song
That'll be my lullaby
My comfort when you can't hold me tight
Baby, please
Just for tonight
Sing me a song
Sing me a song
Sing....me....a song

Let me lean in your chest
And Listen to your heart
Let me cry on your shoulder
As I fall apart
Sing quietly in my ear
Here's what you'll say
"Baby, I love you forever and always"

Oh,oh,oh

I want you to sing to me
Baby your all I need
You give me strength
You catch me when I fall
Baby sing me a song
That will last for,ev,er
Never forgotten
In my mind
Till the day I die

Sing
Me
A song
Please sing me a song
Just sing me a song
Baby, sing us a song

Used to be real
Use to be true
Use to feel love
Until I lost you
Now that love
that I remember so faint
Is just a memory
On a scrapbook page