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Oct 2014
The river asked for a kiss
I wanted to see if I could fly
The knife fell in love with my skin
My heart wants to stop so I'll die

The pills made me feel so good
The liquor made glad
The smokes make my heart dance
I can't remember where I'm at

Woke up with some guy
I'd never even met
He said he loved me
I had been the best one yet

This is not the life
Not the life I dreamed
I am so dissapointed
I am ashamed of me

Look at who i am
The monster I've become
Letting my life go
I want another one
I can't let go
Can't slip thru the gates
Doesn't matter if I feel like giving up my place
Here I will stay
Fighting till my day comes
that the Lord takes my soul
I wanna look nice
When such a day comes

The fire burned in all the right ways
The rope bruised my throat
The bridge is over a river of concrete
Wonder if I can float

Left a note by my mothers bedside
Clear for her to see
By the time she reads it
Angels will have taken me

I close my eyes
Count to three
The gun is to my forehead
Trigger finger ready
My brother runs in
Before I pull
Instead of yelling
He pulls me close

"I love you" he says
Again and Again
"You can't leave me,not yet"

I look around
And I smile
My goodbye letters
on the ground
I've got no more tears to shed
I'll be ok in the end
Please see that ending your hurts others as well as yourself.PLEASE KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE!! You may not find them easily, but there are some out there. I love you all in a sense...and rememberize this: LIFE IS TWISTED, THATS EHAT MAKES IT SO BEAUTIFUL.
Talula
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Talula
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