For copyright protection. I DON'T OWN RIGHTS TO THE FOLLOWING SONG OR LYRICS COMPOSED IN IT. It was used as inspiration and with that I ended up composing a piece related to being an addict, using my own style to compose this similar to  the hook from the song itself. Due to inspiration from a loved one! Denzel Curry, I appreciate you and honor you for all you do for people all over the world that enjoy your music! You are more than an entertainer, your safety, lessons and teachings will always be appreciated and welcomed by me!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2MstKPoN18




My world never stop reversing
Even the pain couldn't numb me now
Rewind the good back
to the worst things
Even my love destroys me now
For, I cannot love 'cause it hurts me
I will be happy
When the sun burns out
I have transformed to the worst me
Your words couldn't curse me now

Escaping the pain
Breaking the needle off into my vein
Remembering how it good it felt
To satisfy the parts of me without a name
Being able to detach myself from all
Living sources, my very being is interconnected to
Forbidden Memories stories within the quantum
My life is nothing without you!!!

Even your words couldn't **** me now....

There's a part of me, that I thought died.

This part of me sees, the God(s) in me.


Many split personalities. Divide all realities. Energy and thoughts all for inhumanity.  

The versions of all indenities, fighting for my sanity.


I want to live....
I want to die ...
The darkness. The light.
What is the meaning of eternal life?!

LIFE wants to give love unconditionally and Death is absolutely lustful as we see.
Controlled chaos inside of a beautiful
catastrophic tragedy.  If  I cursed my godly essence, is this blasphemy?

Trapped within myself, in a comforting prison, to never be free. I can hear you calling out to me.  Never, was this the way, this is suppose to be.
One day, I will go (die) ghost, hopefully....


Through more eyes, have open the realization. Deceived by unworldly hallucinations.  Cannot go against time or creation! Praying for salvation will come before my reincarnation!!

I  don't want to live...
I  don't want to die....
The other part of me.....
calling out from the other side....