1.
I knew your eyes
burning me away
In the beauty of fire.
Like a monk without a temple
I watched with
the experience of distance
as my effigy sat
drowning in your leering embers.
"I don't wish to remember you."
I whispered like the ash caked to my lips.
It wasn't a question anymore.
2.
"But, you WILL honor me"
The echo of its words
scratched my soul
sending me into the silence
of winter fields.
The dusk of life.
It's desease,
a solitary crow cawing its way
through my resolve,
absorbing the dying stars in your eyes.
My heart tripping,
over their pleading rythmn.
3.
I screamed it as if to imprint the words
Into the fabric of time.
"SO SIT THERE THEN!!!"
"Sit there and pray"
"It's all you have left"
"It's all you ever were"
I stood then,
in the circle
that fears dying gasp tends to make
as it's life is being devoured from it
by the wolfs of rage.
4.
"Where do you want me to be?"
My voice cracking like ice,
part suprise, part steel.
"What can I give you
that you won't bleed all over?"
"Only the truth."
"Only the past."
"My secrets are mine."
"Only the wind and the wheel
will ever show you
but you are too busy looking
for tomorrow to see today.
To much vision to feel
what's right.
Now."
5.
"I have not moved past you
rather
I have shed you.
Like beer from a bottle.
Making someone happy,
at least for now."
I turned and walked away,
leaving the three of them
To fire and wolves.
What ever you are dealing with, deal with it from the inside out.