The thrill of recognition
The rush of all the fame
Its nothing that I have known before
It isn't quite the same
It's intoxicating
It is putting me to shame
I cannot keep my focus
And I know that it's to blame
Pull me from the deep end
My soul needs to be clear
This new bold way of thinking
It is causing me great fear
I know I need to escape
But the feeling is severe
This new dark and ****** obsession
I feel I must adhere  
Please free me from my prison
My pain is so sincere
I know you'll do the right thing
And end me now
Right here