I’ve let myself fallen to be victim
To something yet further away
But i can never reach nor claim
For my courage was began to sway

One day, i dream about the night
Where the sky was full of stars
And i’ll take it with all of my might
So i’ll not just admire it from afar

As i wake up from my sleep
Everything was still the same
The only things left for me is to weep
And mourn for my life that full of shame

I always wish, in every of my prayer
That you will sit right beside me
And i’ll make you understand how it feels, dear
To captivated by something from the distance

I know what we are and i know what we're not
...but let me love you...
let me love you secretly...
let me search for you in a crowded place...
let me sing for you in your sleep...
let me trace the smile on your face while you're asleep...
let me love you from a distance ...
let me admire your perfectly sculpted body...
let me hear your soft snickers,laughs and cries...
let me wipe the tears that stained your face the moment she left  you...
let me imagine what we could be if you only knew me...
let me see you read the letters that I left in your lockers ...
let me kiss the cup that touched your lips ...
let me sit on the chair where you once sat...
let me be the dreamer that dreams of you...
let me be the loved girl in the poem you've made in our english class...
let me cry with you as your voice cracks and your heart breaks...
let me pick up your broken pieces...
let me pick up your broken heart...
I may be just  a stranger for you...
... but I love you more than anyone can do.

Secret admirer….secret lover....the one I dream about at night
When we finally got to talk, it took all of my might
You see, I spotted you from across the room for a while now
When we finally made eye contact and I gazed into your eyes it made me think, oh wow
This guy, he’s more than just a handsome face
He’s sweet and intelligent and he handles everything with such grace
He epitomizes how to treat a lady
He’s someone I would hope to one day call baby
A perfect gentleman in all his ways
I guess being in the Gentleman’s club really pays
As a whiff of his cologne goes up my nostrils while in his warm embrace I feel a high
And I realize that this is where I belong, in his arms, never saying goodbye

'sometime being you
secret admier,
is enough for me'