Why now do people decide to care
You had your chance now it’s over
Yet you people don’t give up
Can’t seem to take the hint that I’m fine
Do I not make it obvious?
Can u not see that I don’t want or need anyone’s care
I don’t need people to suddenly decide they care
My childhood was thrown away because no one cared enough to watch over it
I was on my own for so long and now people decide to be there
Why be present in the moment of my life that I don’t need u
Why not be there when I did need u the most
Why be absent for her and not me
She was innocent
She needed you
I’m not innocent
I don’t need you well not anymore
12-24-22 11:25 pm
This one is like a prequel to my poem realization. I wrote this during the moment when I felt that care and protection from someone. It was so overwhelming though that I didn’t know what to do. When it was taken away from me I realized how much I actually loved feeling cared for. But I realized too late.
