In a sense...not in a sense no in a non sense as it were the guy was a friend to me in the sense he supplied me with coke I shared his coke he burnt me numerous CDs progressive house, trance, drum n’ bass in spite of though I asked him repeatedly for not D'n'B but when you think about it the music that’s just burning files straight off iTunes isn’t it? D’you know what I mean? all it cost him’s the cost of the blank CDs 20 or 25p. It’s nice of him I’m not saying it’s not nice of him I’m not saying that all I’m saying’s in a way the gifts he gave me were effectively royalties weren’t they stolen offa the artists & DJs? And the *******? he did pay for it: quite a considerable sum per gram it’s generous I’m just saying that he needed someone to take it with I know what it’s like. So in a sense what I’m saying all I’m saying’s just asking how much did I actually owe him? Truth is he was a mate to me regardless if it was coke buddies that come on fast the semi-toxic rush of addictive personalities, he had a heart weakened maybe by near-continuous drug abuse but manners he was a chivalrous host was alright to me. So what I’m saying’s I shouldn’a...wouldn’a... I maybe I shouldn’a slept with his ex. I should not have had *** with Adriana. I shouldn’a split the girl in two ***** her up good style give her a proper seeing-to. No that was wrong, the principle is the right person would not have ****** his friend’s on-off-on-off skinny Slovakian ex who was high glass of wine round her flat hungering to pay back her ex for numerous humiliations infidelities of little or no relevance to me. I should’n’a...would’n’a...truth is I couldn’a... No that’s not the truth I easily coulda not've but I chose to **** her I chose to is there any kinna bloke who wouldn’a really? Does anyone not? Is it not my job if the chance comes along take whatever I got? I wouldn' be a man otherwise with ****; a denial of man. So the truth is while I’d like to say I wouldn’t I would straight up her again notwithstanding her motives: revenge and questionably legal consent I’d do it again in that respect I haven’t changed. So if you’re listening friend...ex-friend I’m sorry I was...offered *** with your then ex now girlfriend again and I took it, it’s something I should not have done but I did and I’d do it again.