You think that I'm depressed
and I guess that your rite
but even them who will hear me cry at night?
All I do is mess it all up
at lest that's what you said
But mom I still love you
even if you don't want me to be near you
You gave all the fight you had left as you gave your final breath
Mom don't levee me no matter how much you hate me
I will always be your daughter
even without a father
I never wanted the perfect life
I only wanted to make it threw the night
Like a bird in flight
I  am slowly loosing direction
because no matter how far I fly
I cant ever get some sleep at night
so mom if your listening
I want you to know I sing
for all those times you wished you could buy me a birthday cake
instead you had to pay so our house they wouldn't take
now I'm running from some self hate
ill meet you at heavens gate